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It is hard for me to just open up and say what I am thinking about certain situations that have risen in my life.  I am not a great writer, actually, I am no writer at all but somehow I have to let out all this feelings and emotions; you never know where you might meet the most wonderful people, make a friend or two and get great advice you can't find among your closest friends because their lifestyle does not match your own and they don't share your views.  I have met some wonderful people online through the years, some I have met and others are just happy to have an online friendship which I have no problem with.

I just want to scream from all the frustration, run, hide, escape - so many things go through my head on a daily basis that I just don't know what to do.
I am a happy person for the most part, I see the glass half full, the positive of every situation, the brighter side of things...but I am left with the thought that my life is not where I thought I wanted it to be at this stage of my life.

I have been finding myself this past few weeks, seen people for who they really are which saddens me very much.
I am trying and doing bits of exploration and wanting to embark in new adventures...I want to begin to live my life....they say women are at their sexual peak when in their 30's and I feel these are my slowest years!  This can't be happening, something needs to be done for me to get my sexual drive back, take control of my life until someone else can do it for me.

I am a bit scared of what awaits for me, but everyone, or at least most people is scared of the unknown...right?  I guess is a natural feeling under the circumstances, so much is new to me, I am starting a new life, a new journey...lets see what happens


lil said…
Welcome to blogland. It's a great place to let it all out, muse about whatever suits you, and read about the experiences of others. I hope you enjoy it as much as I have.
ALuv said…
thank you very much lil already feeling welcome :)
Welcome and thanks for following my blog. I will be following you as well. We have a great and supportive community here. I think you will find it beneficial knowing there are others that think and feel the same as you. This can be a great way to let out all that spins around in your head and get feedback from others, as well as be able to give feedback to others in their blogs. I look forward to reading about your journey.

ALuv said…
DV thank you for your support. I find your blog very educational and helpful in many areas, some of the questions I have already been answered by just reading a few of your posts!
Thank you so much for making me feel welcome, I really needed this! Feeling really good and positive about doing this!
Thank you :)

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