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In Search Of

If someone would have said to me 4 years ago that D/s relationship is something I was going to be longing for I probably would have said "you are nuts!" and one of the reason was because I really didn't know what it was about, what it meant, how the dynamics of the relationship works.

I honestly thought it was only about leather, whips and chains, inflicting pain in others and getting a kick while doing so, so yeah, I sorta knew the basics *giggles*. I heard and seen the collars, the toys and just about a great deal of the kinks but I was unaware of the most important part of such relationships; trust, respect, communication, and obedience. The closeness between two people without inhibitions, absolutely no fear to say how one is feeling, please and be pleased, be heard and understood, understand and not judge, be so open that even when dressed in their presence they can see you completely naked. So wonderful *shivers*

The more research I did about the subject, the more I read and learned, educating myself the best way I knew how I began to understand there was something I was missing, wanting, yearning, and wishing for.

I want to experience the vanilla relationship with a side of M/s because I want to belong :) the thought of knowing someone owns me, my being, everything that I am, who have total and complete control of me sends shivers up and down my spine.
I have a need to please, to love and serve, to love the one unconditionally each and everyday. The thought of seen him everyday and each time my knees get weak and the butterflies go wild, knowing I am home where I belong with who I belong, ummm what a rush!!!

I am still in search of that someone, he is probably searching for me right now...looking forward to that moment when we first look into each others eyes, the chemistry, the attraction...wow, I get goose-bumps just thinking about it, I know is going to be wonderful. I am going to make some lucky man real happy one day!

Sincerely Yours
Aluv
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Comments

Some very nice thoughts and views. I wrote my own post based on some of what you said. I referenced your blog and post, and quoted part of your post. It is up on my blog now and is titled..."The View From The Outside". Thanks for the inspiration.

DV
ALuv said…
thank you so much DV!! I really appreciate that, I need to loosen up a bit when writing, I hold back a lot..in due time I will!

Thanks Again
Aluv
Hedone said…
"most important part of such relationships; trust, respect, communication, and obedience. The closeness between two people without inhibitions, absolutely no fear to say how one is feeling, please and be pleased, be heard and understood, understand and not judge, be so open that even when dressed in their presence they can see you completely naked. So wonderful *shivers*"

You really get IT. So many people in the lifestyle never do. That is many are in it for acting out their kinks--bdsm without a foundation of D/s. that is ok for many but I want know part of that. In fact, I am only interested in D/s ...forget the SM in bdsm. One can only have the BD with me if I get the power exchange of D/s in all the ways you described. I feel lucky to have experienced two D/s relationships. I hope very soon you have a rich, deep, fulfilling D/s relationship.

-H

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