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Karma:  is the concept of "action" or "deed" (causes the entire cycle of cause and effect).

I have no idea what is going on in my surroundings, I feel as if I am followed by bad karma, drawing negative attention...I am trying to figure out where I went wrong or what I did to be having such a domino effect of unfortunate events and honestly...I can't figure it out. 

Every day has been a test of my strength and no matter what I do to get ahead it does not seem to be working, at least to my advantage but I am persistent and I don't give up (trying so hard).
There are days that I have no strength to keep going, not one drop of motivation to get up and put up a fight, confront the problems and issues that at the moment are getting the best out of me.

Moments like this my only wish is not to feel alone.  Have someone who I can rely on, who will be there not because I am asking but because he knows I am in need and he is needed, comfort me and guide me, make me feel everything will be alright.  
Sometimes it only takes a word of comfort or a sweet gesture and letting someone know they are loved and appreciated to give them the strength they need to keep moving forward, not to give up.

I always see the glass half full, every obstacle or barrier I encounter is just one step closer to happiness (at least is the way I see it).  I know I am capable of great things, and when I set my mind on a goal I will go the distance to accomplish it (proven fact). 

But why do I feel so weak?  Why is everything going so wrong?

I realized something and as hard as it is to admit it to myself...I am alone ~me against the world~

Sincerely Yours


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