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Lost in Translation

As I write and post comments I find it difficult to just word things out and express myself the way I want to.

I am ESL (English as a second language), my first language is Spanish and when writing something I stop, I pause, I think, use a dictionary for help/aid, I just want to make sure I don't say something wrong or word it out wrong for that matter...ugh, it is frustrating, and lets not forget the backward words...I am still confuse, is it toilet paper, or paper toilet?  After so many years I still can't get it right! and  yes I have somewhat of an accent *grins* and geeez there are words I have such a hard time pronouncing!

I hold back tons when writing a post afraid that my words will be taken out of context, maybe I said something the wrong way and offended someone - it has happened before and I've had to break it down the best possible way in order for the person(s) to understand what I was trying to say.

Punctuation...UGH! horrible - let's not even go there..…


TMI Tuesday had a question "on your body what is eye candy and what is eyesore?" ......

I noticed answers in which women were expressing themselves as eyesore completely and struggling to find their eye candy...

I understand many of us gain weight through pregnancy, menopause, or maybe we are just thick bone....probably health issues, whatever it may be, but lets be honest, sometime or another we have the tendencies of letting ourselves go.

We are our own worse critic unfortunately.

Some of us do not take the time to fix ourselves, we get too comfortable, I've heard some girls say "I already have my man secure at home, don't need to try so hard", "work, kids, and everything in between, who has time to look good all the time?". 
I have my ugly days during the month, at least I think so, I know a few days before I get my period and I am bloated and when I get it as well I feel and look like crap...I really don't want to fix myself up, do my …

TMI Tuesday - Fun(ny) stuff I heard

TMI Tuesday Introduction
This week's TMI Tuesday theme is a culmination of weird, funny, and odd questions I have heard over the last month.  they were crazy enough so I thought they'd be perfect for TMI Tuesday!!

1.  Finish this thought: Nerds make me _______? (idea from PocketRockettz)

Wanna be nice to them!!!! the only thing I can think about when I see a nerd is that quote that goes "Be nice to nerds...Chances are you'll end up working for them" Bill Gates

2.  If you were in a beauty pageant, which would be your ticket to the tiara?  (heard on the Newlywed Game)
A. Talent
B. Interview
C. Swimsuit
D. Evening wear (i.e., gown tuxedo)

B. Interview for sure! I am sure you can already tell...I am bubbly, sparkly, and I have a smile day in a day out, so I know I will win them over with my personality!! hehe

3.  On your body what is eye candy and what is an eyesore?

Eye candy -- smile, lips, legs, breasts
Eyesore -- def my flat ass!!!  I only have a tiny bump :(

Changing it up a bit

On the bus to work!!
Let's see how it goes taking the bus, it takes longer to get there but at least I don't have to wait 20 minutes interval between transfer.

I like to change things up, even when I was driving I would take different routes to really gets monotonous going the same way every single day, unless of course you really don't have that option.

Happy the weather is cooperating, 58 degrees! Yuppie!!! Lucky me, I think someone is really watching over me.

I am a bit pissed off at my friend for making me wait this long to get my car, is excuse after excuse, I understand, an emergency on my part does not constitute an emergency on his but dang, this is abuse already!! And it goes to prove that the personality test is so right, I don't get annoyed easily, I go with the flow, I adapt to change easily...

Now that I am here on the bus and looking around the population is different from the train or should I say a different community.
I love watching …

Shoes, gift from Lady J

We often give each other presents, usually shoes or boots because it is something we share in common...

I love the colors, so funky!!

I have a shoe fetish!! When things get better and I am already on my way going back to building up my collection all over again!!

Sincerely Yours

Personality Patterns

As usual I am doing my lurking ritual :) when I bumped into A Desire to Yield and see the personality test she acquired from unapologetically kinky and just like Sky I am always down to take test any time, all the time.

It is always nice to find out something new about ourselves or even better to reassure the things we already know :)

and my results are:


You would rather hang out with other than spend time alone, and you'd far rather be doing something with your friends than just sitting around.  You're happy in a crowded room, club, stadium, or auditorium. 

You're not a private person who is ill at ease in a group; you don't view excessive socializing as a wast of time.

**I actually like to spend time on my own as well, I feel comfortable in groups or alone.  I feel when I need to achieve and accomplish things I need alone time, me time to be able to reflect on things, thin…

A reason, a season, or a lifetime

People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime.

When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person...

When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.  They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually.  They may seem like a Godsend and they are.  They are there for the reason you need them to be.  Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.  Sometimes they die.  Sometimes they walk away.  Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.  What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. 
The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into our life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn.  They brin…

sick and random thoughts...

I did not get to enjoy thanksgiving as much as I would have liked to, aside from spending it on my own most of the day playing video games for about 10 hrs straight (I didn't mind that part much) but to add insult to injury I come down with a stomach virus :(

I can't speak for anyone else but seriously...when I have to throw up I feel like I am dieing! that is one of my phobias, may sound crazy but when I was pregnant I would cry before I got out of bed because I knew what was going to happen first.  What a horrible feeling!!!!

Maybe because I am sick but I've been feeling very emotional, December is coming and it was suppose to be...full of joy, oh well, I guess everything happens for a reason.

I was born in December in where I come from back in the days they used the almanac to name their kids, or the God parents were in charge of that little task.  According to the almanac my name is suppose to be Inocencia (Innocence) because I was born the day of the innocents which …

Whip'em Out Wednesday

Have an awesome Wednesday!

Long weekend begins today for most of us...

tomorrow Thanksgiving

the day after is Black Friday!

But today, today is WOW Day!!

Ya'll enjoy!!!

Sincerely Yours

sweet reminder :)

When I left my house this morning I knew I forgot something but couldn't put my finger on it, I kept going down the list; shower, teeth, of course the hair, deodorant, perfume, lotion, cell phones (work & personal), wallet...I had everything, but what was I forgetting?

Yup, underwears!!

I am still not used to wearing them...and honestly I don't want to wear them either

A few years ago I read a book called "The Story of O" and after that I didn't wear undies or a bra for more than a year. 

Because of work I began to wear them again, just the undies and I wear a bra depending on the type of shirt I am wearing, I always have the high beams on so I wear a smock at work in order to conceal them, not that it works most of the time ^.^

Isn't that crazy? stop wearing underwears and a bra because of a book I read.

from the book:

"As for her clothes, it was up to her to choose them, or if need be to invent them, so that this semi-undressing to which he had subj…

TMI Tuesday ~ Cooking ~

In the United States Thanksgiving is this week, so a lot of folks will be cooking up a storm in preparation.  Many other holiday will occur over the next month around the world and everyone seems to celebrate with food, hence TMI Tuesday theme...COOKING!!!

1.  Haagen-Daz or Ben & Jerry's?

Neither! Jay Gee's Ice Cream for me! nom nom is home made, their coconut ice cream is just the bestest!!!

2.  What is always in  your refrigerator?

We always have milk, orange juice, eggs, butter, ham, cheese, ketchup, onions, garlic, peppers, milk of magnesia, and of course the arm & hammer fridge fresh...hehehe

3.  What's your worse kitchen disaster?

I've had a few...I am as clumsy as they come!
I was making a yellow rice, after putting all the seasoning in the pot I went to add the oil and noticed it was blue, yup I added tide instead.  And I will never forget the time I almost burned down the entire block with some beans I set on the stove, fell asleep and the fire…

His Poetry

As a young girl I remember my friends and I would have tons of Petete notebooks full of poetry.  Several times a week depending on the weather we would gather on a hill under a huge tree to update the notebooks, read the poems out loud, chanting, dancing, and laughing.
We tried memorizing them and even come up with new ones.  I can't believe 31 years later I still remember my favorite ones :)

There was an ol'guy who would sit outside on a rocking chair.  He wore a white straw hat, and always had a brown pipe in his mouth, and the sweet aroma of the tobacco that we loved so much!
He would call us down to his house, offer us lemonade and crackers with cheese in exchange for us to read him the poems or sing to singing is not one of my greatest attributes but you can believe your sweet ass I sang until the cows came home, I wanted my snack!!

Our poetry sessions went from a few days a week to a daily ritual...we all looked forward to seen him every afternoon, we named him…

Some apply to me!!

Procrastinator's Creed

I believe if anything is worth doing, it would have been done alreadyI shall never move quickly, except to avoid more work or find excuses I will never rush into a job without a lifetime of considerationI shall meet all of my deadlines directly in proportion to the amount of bodily injury I could receive from missing themI firmly believe that tomorrow holds the possibility for new technologies, astounding discoveries, and a reprieve from my obligationsI truly believe all deadlines are unreasonable regardless of the amount of timeI shall never forget that the probability of a miracle, though infinitely small, is not exactly zeroIf at first I don't succeed, there is always a next yearI shall always decide not to decide, unless of course I decide to change my mindI shall always begin, start, initiate, take the first step, and/or write the first word, when I get around itAI obey the law of inverse excuses which demands that the greater the task to be done, t…

Beautifying Myself

Last night I looked at my feet and my hands and noticed they are in need of some serious TLC.  I go through my moments that I just let go...I don't want to shave my legs, under my arms (I don't like saying that word armpit - just doesn't sound sexy...hehehe), and of course I don't shave my nani (for those of you who are not used to the term punani or nani, it is what I call the "vagina").

I am not sexually active, I don't cam with him so is not like he is going to see it anytime soon so why even bother keeping up!  I am often told by the girls that I have to be ready in case something happens LOL, I just really gotta laugh at that one!!.

Looking at my daughter doing her nails and seen what a girly girl she is all I could think about is my mom...

My mom is a firm believer of beautifying ourselves.  She is the definition of sexy, at almost 60 she looks like she is in her 40's. 
She always says women must always keep themselves beautiful and ready for a…


For the past 2 weeks or so I have been taking the train to work, but is not just the train, I have to walk 25 minutes to get to the train station.  Once I get to my destination a friend picks me up, or I take a cab to work...taking public transportation within the town would not even make sense, I will have to take two buses to get to work and the process takes about 45 minutes, if I choose to walk it takes about the same as if I was taking the bus.
Instead of going through all that hassle I either take a cab if I have the money or will ask a friend/co-worker to pick me up.
I am just glad the weather has been extremely beautiful this past 2 weeks...well, not so true, it was pouring yesterday afternoon and by the time I got home I was soaked but I did enjoy it, first time I walk under the rain in a very long time.

Making changes in my life have worked to my advantage, true I am alone most of the time, but I rather be on my own than go back to the way I was feeling and how bad thing…

TMI Tuesday - Formspring Follies

Today's TMI Tuesday consist of Formspring questions pulled from around the Web.  The NY Times called Formspring "An E-vite to Insults and Crude Queries."

1.  What is your favorite type of weather?

For the first time I can say I enjoy a hot and sticky summer with a bit of a breeze, just enough to caress my skin and hair...sizzling sun on my skin giving it a darker complexion, seen how the sweat covers my entire body, and love how my cheeks become all blushy!

2.  How do you sustain the motivation and energy needed to write erotica regularly?

I don't write erotica...but I sustain enough motivation and energy to read it whenever possible and admire those who are able to write the way they do

3.  Do you like roleplay?  What is your favorite scenario?

I love Roleplay but I have not been there yet...does on-line roleplay counts?  As for my favorite scenario I can't really say...I will have to wait til I do it for real real and then I will have an opinion of it.  Looking f…

Summary of the Weekend

It was a great long weekend!

Short day at work, could not even concentrate just wanted out of there to begin the weekend.  I was invited as usual to do things that evening but ended up staying home. 
My friend Darryl dropped by with some wine, we talked for a few hours catching up on things, he is such a good guy :) really proud of him.

Woke up to my Masters' text :) It is wonderful to wake up to him *sighs*. 
Walked over to Darryls' house for breakfast, nom nom nom - home fries, scrambled eggs, bacon and toast *mouth gets watery*.
Had a great deal of fun with my niece playing PS3 through most of the night.

Woke up to PS3 *grins wide* I was going to cook but  my sister called and invited us for dinner - that was some nice family bonding, we did some dancing after dinner, and watched a movie :), watched a movie and back home to keep playing PS3...LOL

The Highlight of the day of course...texting with Master for a few.  I made breakfast and pre… far this weekend

My niece (10) was very surprised to hear the PS3 and the Assassins Creed games are mine and yesterday for the entire afternoon she was begging me to play and show her what I can do.
She kept saying that moms' don't play video games and can't play as well as little kids ^.^ yeah, I sorta agree with her, I don't have the abilities I did when I was younger but I sure can whoop some serious ass in racing, and strategy games are my specialty *dusts her shoulder*
Last night I gave in and told her I would play, big mistake!  I had to re-start the game from the beginning, seems that after not playing for a few months I became a bit rusty but after an hour I had most of my moves back!! She was completely impressed at first but became agitated when she noticed hours came, hours went and I was still plugged in and sweating up a storm, screaming - I get into it - and fighting with the darn thing when I didn't pass a mission or didn't have enough time to complete a task.  She …

I am a "Lurker"

Yesterday seems like it was Lurker appreciation day, tons of popular bloggers thanking us silent readers, I actually want to thank them for blogging, their advice, their point of view, and sharing their experience with us readers.

I am a lurker! and I am so glad they have a nicer word than the one I have been using "peeping tom" hehe.  I am always reading and often times I keep my opinions or comments to myself, although lately I have been posting comments here and there which is rare on my behalf...I like to keep myself in the background and hopefully go unnoticed.
I don't consider myself a writer but I do like to blog...I get lost in translation at times when writing and find myself thinking in Spanish and translating in English in order to write *shakes her head* maybe if I was writing my blog in Spanish it would be easier on me...I have so much to say but I go blank once in-front of a computer. Call me crazy but I do my best blogs while in bed about to fall asleep but …

"I am Proud of you"

I know he probably said those words to me before but last night meant so much to me...I was so happy when he said it and I felt so proud of myself.

In January of this year he asked me to medidate, he gave me the tools to begin, I did research online, took it from there and never stopped.

Through the rough times our relationship experienced this year, when I didn't know if I was coming or going...I was beaten, I was tired, I felt defeated but I never gave up on him, on us, and meditating -although in all honesty I tried, not because I wanted to but because I "assumed" that is what he wanted.

Any person who knows me well enough can tell you I am not consistent, I get bored rather quickly, I lose interest, and I am afraid of commitment believe it or not...I didn't think I was going to medidate for long, pffft, I gave it a month or two the least and knew I was going to stop - but I didn't...

because he asked me to do it
because he never asked me to stop

TMI Tuesday - Conspicuous Luxury

This week TMI Tuesday was the idea

1.  Do you have a set of dishes that are used for special occasions (e.g. china)? Yes or no.  If yes, how often do you use the special dishes
a.  any day because every day is special
b.  once a week
c.  only for holidays and celebration
d.  never, it is displayed in a china cabinet or collecting dust in a box in the attic

A - Every day is special! you get a complimentary paper plate and paper cup that you can recycle after! no dishes to be done!!

2.  Do you have clothes you never wear because you are saving them for a special occasion?  What is the item of clothing?  What would be the appropriate occasion?

Not anymore! Growing up my mother always kept the nice shoes and dresses for a special occasion (when it came time to wear them neither would fit)...I live for the moment, I buy something new and wear it the next day!

3.  If you suddenly became very wealthy, which servants would you employ?
a.  cleaning service
b.  housekeeper

2 weeks later (burn)

Two weeks later!

Vitamin E is working miracles!

My chest is not looking as wonderful, I didn't give it as much attention as I should have but it is not too late :) already started!

Sincerely Yours

Slow Weekend

It was a very slow weekend; weather was great but the mood was not there.  I enjoyed staying home alone, quiet times, lazy times, me time *sighs* it was great!!
There are still many things I need to accomplish, working on that list that seems to grow more each day, scratch one thing out, add two more as easy as that.
One day at a time is the way I am going right now, enjoying the moment and each day as they come...for the moment :)
I am feeling much better, even looking different from a few weeks ago, it has not been well for my ego *grins* maybe my ankle with a ball chained around it will help keep me grounded, hehe.  Every place I went compliments were flying high!  Monday - Friday filled with so many wonderful, sweet praises making me feel as if I was the last coca cola in the world! I am thankful to all of my friends and their friends for all their positive attention...hehe, most grateful!
The little changes I've made so far had huge mid - results (I am not done yet, it i…

I love the camera!

...and I love taking pictures!

Sincerely Yours

Collar and body Jewelry

I absolutely love Jewelry!  I have a collection of necklaces and now I want to build a collection of body jewelry.

I have been researching and looking at jewelry for a few days now. I can picture myself wearing them and the image of how they will look on me, that is the part that excites me the most! I can't wait to take pictures, pose...go crazy in front of a camera - did I mention I have a thing for pictures? ah yes, I did, under my kinks!!

In just a few days I will be piercing my nipples, putting some dumbbells and when they are cured and ready I will be replacing them with some gold rings...I have the most exquisite breasts and big nipples so I know is going to look extremely sexy. (I have been researching places in order for me to get this done, don't want my nipples falling off because of a mistake or someone inexperienced)

At the top of the page to the left (red picture) is the Stealth (Turian) collar my Master can't wait to wrap and lock around my neck, the thought …

TMI Tuesday

I took this from His_Rose, wonderful blog BTW :)

It came from TMI Tuesday Blog - check it out.

Will keep my Answers as honest as possible! *giggles* short and sweet.

1. What sexual act arouses you the most? For that matter, what nonsexual act arouses you the most?

Non-sexual act: kissing! to get my motor started if you are a great kisser that is all that takes.
Sexual act: get a hold of my right breast and that is all she wrote!

2. What is your signature or “go to” move that is sure to get a lover in the mood for sex?

I never really initiated sex with anyone *blushes* OMG! this question took me completely of guard! am I that lame?

3. Do you queef?

Just like His-Rose, I had to look for the definition (we call those pussy farts)...and yes, it has happened to me, mostly in doggie style position.  It was a bit embarrassing the first time it happened and made me wonder "am I so wide?"

4. What’s the weirdest thing that’s happened to YOU as a result of your sex writings (e.g., blog, er…