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"I am Proud of you"

I know he probably said those words to me before but last night meant so much to me...I was so happy when he said it and I felt so proud of myself.

In January of this year he asked me to medidate, he gave me the tools to begin, I did research online, took it from there and never stopped.

Through the rough times our relationship experienced this year, when I didn't know if I was coming or going...I was beaten, I was tired, I felt defeated but I never gave up on him, on us, and meditating -although in all honesty I tried, not because I wanted to but because I "assumed" that is what he wanted.

Any person who knows me well enough can tell you I am not consistent, I get bored rather quickly, I lose interest, and I am afraid of commitment believe it or not...I didn't think I was going to medidate for long, pffft, I gave it a month or two the least and knew I was going to stop - but I didn't...

because he asked me to do it
because he never asked me to stop
because I respect him
because he had his reasons whether I knew what they were or not
because I didn't want to let him down
because I wanted to please him

It is not often he will ask me to do something, I read tons of blogs and I see the list of rules and expectations subs have and I really have none, I don't know if I should feel lucky or not...hum?  Anyways...The rare times he tells me to do something I comply 150%, yes Sir, right away Sir!!! man says jump, I say "how high!?!.

It is a big deal to me keeping up with my meditation, at first it was because he asked, but now is part of me, part of my routine it makes me feel great, positive, and at peace.  Now I like it even more because it is one reason why he is proud of me :)

Sincerely Yours


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