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Thank you ALL for your comments, support, and advice :)

I have been up since very early, beginning to wonder if I slept at all...I am sitting on my bed with my back against the headboard, the deep red comforter covering my legs up to hips warming me while wiggling my toes trying to uncover them to feel the cold breeze, there must be a draft in here, cold air creeping in, perhaps is the air conditioner I have yet to remove...that could be it.

I am feeling numb, I've had my moments wondering, spaced out, I try to concentrate, and I haven't been able to meditate, I can't focus at the moment...but it will come back to me, I am sure of it :)

I have to work but not really in the mood, I don't have students until Monday and I just can't believe this week just flew by! Geez they go fast or what?! I don't even feel like it was Christmas week or vacation, well, that's not totally true, I went to work yesterday for a few hours to take down the Christmas decorations and store them away, so for a moment it did feel like Christmas...

I look out my window and still dark, looks cold *brrrr* I have things to handle :)

Everyone have a great day!

Sincerely Yours


Dee said…
It can be a hard and emotional time of year regardless of anything else. I hope you feel better soon. Try n keep your chin up ALuv.

Dee x
ALuv said…
thanks Dee!! I am hoping to feel better as well! I really appreciate it! :)
Anonymous said…
Happy New Year and hope you feel better very soon:)!

Anonymous said…
Wishing you a Happy New Year. I have the same feeling about Christmas.. mine was clouded as well and I just feel like it never happened.. I'm ready to just be over it all and move on now.
Let's hope for a better 2012 for us all!
Jack and Jill said…
We hope you had a very happy New Year! Your talk of taking down the decorations at work reminds us that, although Christmas was almost all that we talked about and blogged about for weeks, it's over now. That's always kind of sad for us.

Hang in there, and know that there are many people in your life, including those who enjoy reading your blog, who are pulling for you.

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