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When it rains it pours

as if like everything I am going through is not enough my mom will be here in only 10 days...TORTURE!!

My friend was/is suppose to fix my mothers car and now the dude moved out of the state and I can't get a hold of him...and the car is nowhere to be found!! 



In two weeks I've had one good night sleep and I think that happened cause I was extremely tired...I go to bed after midnight and up by 3 am.  I am so tired, and it is so obvious, that bright light and the sparkle in my eyes are no longer there, I am trying so hard to keep it all together.

Today I feel I want to.....
run away
not deal

It is hard feeling like this, all this emotions, the anger I have I can't even explain...I have to go to work and put on a smile, be nice to all, DO MY JOB...and that will be one of the hardest tasks, make believe everything is alright!

Time heals all...guess I will have to leave it up to "time" but until then I only have one option at the moment...Deal with it!

Sincerely Yours
Aluv ---> worn down


Jack and Jill said…
Sometimes when things are their hardest, we have no choice but to put on a happy face and deal with it. Fortunately, your blog enables you to vent your frustration to a group of willing listeners.

Sorry to hear about all the setbacks you're going through, especially the thing about your mom's car! I really hope that it's some sort of misunderstanding, though I'm not optimistic. Please keep us informed of any developments.
Dee said…
You're having a rough time just now aren't you. I hope things look up soon for you ALuv.

Dee x
Anonymous said…
Hope things begin to get better for you ASAP.
ALuv said…
thanks J&J, will keep you updated, although I have to say I have been doing detective work this days and I think it will pay off!!

@Dee, I am really having an awful time :( but things will get better...I hope

@Emi thank you, I really hope is ASAP as well :)

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