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WoW Day - Naughty at work

Leap Year!!!

Sincerely Yours

TMI Tuesday Blog ~Sex and Romance~

This week's TMI Tuesday is about sex and romance.  Who doesn't enjoy a little romance or the art of seduction before engaging in sex?  Often times the prelude is better than the actual 'event'.

1.  You are sitting alone in a restaurant because your lunch date is late.  Do you:

a) Throw something and then make out with the waiter
b) Check to make sure he or she didn't get into an accident, then wait patiently for two hours and use the time to compose a love song or poem.
c) Send a nasty text followed up by a voice mail telling him/her that "romance is dead and so are you!"
d) Wait for 20 minutes, and then text-message a pal to join you for lunch

2.  What's more important, a romantic relationship or your career?

a romantic relationship of course!!!

3.  You love to role play in the bedroom, which one of these is more likely to be your kink?
a)  Doctor and the naughty nurse
b)  You're the gardener, I'm the hoe
c)  Persnickety principal and the wayward …

Exciting day and productive

Been up since 4 AM, chilled with my Papi for a few hours, moped the entire house, headed out to do laundry, washed everything, sheets, curtains, comforter, went to the supermarket bought some stuff to make Chicken Caesar Salad *watery mouth*...I went all out and feeling proud!! oh and so far the eating is getting better, still on my three meal per day.

Tomorrow back to work, to the routine...bleh, I despise routine, it is no wonder why I am so disorganized, I am an ENFP, I need the challenge, monotony makes me get sloppy and messy, I can't function well, everything falls out of balance.

But things are beginning to look great, room still spotless, as I dry the clothes and take them out of the dryer I put them where they belong...glad I am getting back in the swing, is a matter of habit, once I am used to it, will come naturally.

Doing Weight Watchers and it is the BEST!! I get to eat all of my favorite meals, right down to pizza and their desserts, omg..*mouth watery* they don'…

Making Progress

Three days already and making huge progress.

The list I made is already getting a few things scratched out!!

*pats herself on the shoulder*

I have issues with eating...I only have dinner, I forget to eat breakfast and lunch, always rushing, doing this, doing that and by the time I realize I have not eaten is dinner time, one of the reasons why my metabolism is so messed up...I have low potassium and low iron, aside from high blood pressure...uuugh!!

So my Master set me on a some sort of schedule, I am suppose to set the alarm for times to eat, I haven't done it yet, but I did well today, I had breakfast, lunch and dinner, a bit off but I did it.

I also took care of certain tasks I have been putting off, so little by little I am picking myself up, I am happy and I hope to continue the way is going and get better :)

It is amazing how things can change from one day to another just because he is overseen my progress, how I am really paying attention not to mess up...mmmmmmmm

For now I…

Fixing the problem -

I came clean, I told him about my little issue and things took a huge turn around real quick!

For about the year now I've had a lack of motivation followed by procrastination, which if you ask me is the worse!  I tend to put things off for a long time, and you know the saying, out of sight, out of mind, I am always late with many things:

Bills - not for the lack of the money, but because I just don't do it, I say I am going to do it later and I forget, then I remember and I put it off once again, and it goes like that for a few weeks at a time *bangs her head*

Paperwork - ugh *bangs her head even harder* with work stuff depends, my boss and important things I do it on the spot, I never put those off at all...but other, I still have an accident report from 2 years ago I have yet to send out *shame shame* and I am three weeks late reporting this one *bigger shame*

Now to other home.
I am not lazy, I mop the kitchen every night, bathroom gets clean on a dai…

evaluating my resolutions

I am here thinking that in just a few days I have to sit down and see how I did this month with my resolutions, geez, I don't think I have worked at it at all, but when I sit down to evaluate them and see my progress it might be completely different.

I do have a list I carry with me all the time just as a reminder, but because I see it and read it does not really mean I am doing it. oh lordy lordy...*smh*

I am thinking of asking my Master to have me do things.  I figured out that I am a pleaser and when asked to do something or told to do something I am at it!
For instance, when he said to meditate; even when things got hard I still did it, didn't want to let him down and that was my thrive.
When I am asked to do something I don't procrastinate, I do it, no questions asked, specially if he is the one asking....and I serious need help on that level...I am so bad at sending out paperwork on time, always putting things off for the end, I wasn't this bad, but the longer …


I am trying to contain myself here!! I am so overjoyed I can't even sleep.
I have to get up extra early and the excitement of this past days and even more so today have me all wired up, talking to him, chilling with him, just been with him, and even through the distance, feeling him.
I look at my phone and see him logged in yahoo and my heart begins to beat faster and faster...the giggles, omg the giggles!!! I can't help it I can't contain myself! I wish I could just rush to him, shower him with kisses and after bury him in that bed *sighs* such wishful thinking.
I am so grateful, thankful for all the wonderful moments we've spent together this past few days :)
I love my Papi :)
Sincerely Yours

WoW Day - The Bra

The bra has been around for longer than I even cared to imagine!

The first actual brassiere was created by Mary Phelps Jacobs and I am sure many are grateful for her help in busting out women from the torturous devices they wore prior to that...but I don't care much for them,those awful, constricting, feeling like I'm trapped, yuk!.  My mom keeps insisting I wear them more often, they say if they don't have support they are going down baby! (They = grandmother, mother, aunts, and just about every woman in my family above the age of 50.)

I do wear them but only when it is absolutely necessary.

Other than that...they are always free :)

Have a wonderful WoW Day!

Sincerely Yours

What pets write in their diaries....

I am just full of jokes today!!!

Went into my vault and finding some funny things!!!

Excerpts from a Dog's Diary......

8:00  AM  - Dog food! My favorite thing!
9:30  AM  - A car ride! My favorite thing!
9:40  AM  - A walk in the park! My favorite thing!
10:30 AM - Got rubbed and petted! My favorite thing!
12:00 PM - Lunch! My favorite thing!
1:00 PM - Played in the yard! My favorite thing!
3:00 PM - Wagged my tail! My favorite thing!
5:00 PM - Milk bones! My favorite thing!
7:00 PM - Got to play ball! My favorite thing!
8:00 PM - Wow! Watched TV with the people! My favorite thing!
11:00 PM - Sleeping on the bed! My favorite thing!

Excerpts from a Cat's Daily Diary. ..

Day 983 of my captivity...
My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects.

They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while the other inmates and I are fed hash or some sort of dry nuggets. Although I make my contempt for the rations perfectly clear, I nevertheless must eat something in order to keep…

Children's Bill of Rights - Good one!!!

My son came home from school one day,
with a smirk upon his face.
He decided he was smart enough
to put me in my place.

"Guess what I learned in Civics Two,
that's taught by Mr. Wright?
It's all about the laws today,
The 'Children's Bill of Rights.'

It says I need not clean my room,
don't have to cut my hair
No one can tell me what to think,
or speak, or what to wear.

I have freedom from religion,
and regardless what you say,
I don't have to bow my head,
and I sure don't have to pray.

I can wear earrings if I want,
and pierce my tongue & nose.
I can read & watch just what I like,
get tattoos from head to toe.

And if you ever spank me,
I'll charge you with a crime.
I'll back up all my charges,
with the marks on my behind.

Don't you ever touch me,
my body's only for my use,
not for your hugs and kisses,
that's just more child abuse.

Don't preach about your morals,
like your Mama did to you.
That's nothing more than…

He gives me HOPE

Master says to his girl (me):
As long as you know I will never leave you hanging.
if and I doubt it will ever happen, will leave you I will tell you so
but don't count on it for the oncoming time,
you stuck with me as far I am concerned.

**girl is extremely happy!

Sincerely Yours

TMI Tuesday ~ You Inspire Me~

As I cruise around the Internet reading my regular blogs and discovering new ones, the content of other bloggers often gives me ideas for TMI Tuesday questions. A few of you did that for me this week. I encourage TMIers to click on the links and read the blog posts that prompted a specific question. 1. List ONE word to describe your last sexual encounter. answer:  UNFORGETTABLE 2. Can you recall your worst sexual experience? Why was it so awful? Did you do anything at the time to try to make it better? Inspiration: answer:   I FELL ASLEEP DURING SEX, I WAS SNORING UP A STORM, I WOKE UP AND ASKED HIM...DID YOU GET TO FINISH? 3. Do you fuck outside the box?

Amazing Day

oh happy day!! *dances silly around her living room with a huge grin from ear to ear*

He was with me an entire day! We talked, and I giggled, I blushed, I was a hot mess!! I didn't even know how to react and I am suppose to be in front of him one day, again? pffft good luck with that!

When I first saw him at the airport when he went to pick me up my heart was almost popping out of my chest, when he approached me I dropped my laptop, my purse and even the luggage was all over the place, I became clumsy as hell...happens to me, when I am nervous I become the clumsiest person around, so watch out!

Even when I am not around him and he sends me a text I become clumsy all over again, I act like one of those little jumping beans, I can't stay still yet tripping all over the place, I can't help it, I try to stay still but you see me jumping on the chair grabbing the phone with both my hands and just giggling and laughing in a very annoying and dorky way.  It is noticeable, I blush…

He brightens up my day

I couldn't wait until later to write because I am so excited!!!

Today out of all days I woke up a bit late, and I find a text from him, my heart plunged down to my ass and I had a smile from ear to ear.  I kissed my phone as if it was going to kiss me back, I held on tight to my pillow almost screaming, kicking, wrapping the comforter around my entire body, and then I realized how silly I must look, and even guessing how old I am *grins wide*

A few hours later I heard the ring-tone, that magical ring-tone that pierces through my ears directly to my heart sending my entire body into a total bliss....

My hands shaking, I couldn't type.

My entire body trembling and tingly.

Squinty eyes and unable to see.

A huge smile from ear to ear making my face hurt after a long while of smiling (about an hour or so).

Afraid to get up from the chair because my knees felt so weak.

Butterflies in my tummy running wild.

I love how he makes me feel, after such a long time of knowing each other, an…

Update on the car situation

On Valentines day the (friend) mechanic who took my moms car to fix back in July and never gave it back called me because he was been arrested for the theft of such vehicle.

He tells me in a very calmed voice that he didn't steal the car and that he was falsely being charged....

My question he has my number? When I pleaded with him to contact me and never bothered to acknowledge me, back then, he didn't have my number? Are you serious? He says he never received my emails, doubt that for I also sent messages to him through Facebook in which he had activities because he even changed his profile picture several weeks ago, aside from the several friends he accepted.

Needless to say, March 14th we are due in court. I am a bit afraid confronting him, unlike him I feel awful about the entire situation and I never meant to hurt him yet he left me no other way out. I was left with the responsibility of that vehicle, my mother trusted me and then he turns around and do thi…

Taking time to think

Seems like everywhere I turn and everyone I talk to is looking for a change, looking for something new, different...I can relate.

I feel that I have not been in a good place for some time and I desire it and sometimes can even taste it.

I have profound admiration for those who take the reigns of their lives and their happiness.

...and I realize that I am scared but of what?

I know is not change for I always welcome it with open arms, and I like it, but I do have certain fears that I can't quite grasp and probably the day that I put my little finger on it and able to recognize it, have the ability and the courage to confront it and deal with it then I will have the answers to my questions, and the strength to pick myself up again and be happy with myself.

I feel lost, something missing, and all I know and all I want is to change that awful feeling that consumes me.
I plan so much and never take action, I am just a dreamer....

Sincerely yours

TSR & Brand (tattoo)

Sincerely Yours


I'm a submissive woman,
but do not get me wrong,
I am not a weakling,
I'm intelligent,
proud and strong.

I can take care of myself
my submission is my choice.
I'm a very strong-willed woman
who knows how to use her voice.

Then why, you may ask,
do I choose to give up control?
To allow another
the power over my body,
heart and soul?

There's a certain freedom that I cannot quite explain;
It's trust, loyalty and devotion
It's passion, pleasure and pain.

It's in the wonder of knowing
that I'm always cared for by Another.
I call Him my Master
but He is also Mentor, Friend, and Lover.

He anticipates my wants,
He knows my every need.
And I know that my best interests are
at the heart of His every deed.

My heart swells with pride
 as He sits tall and proud in His chair;
His loving girl kneeling at His feet,
His hand resting possessively in her hair.

Everything I do,
I do to please Him
His every wish,
want and desire

Bound, naked in Subaru

Can't people have some fun this day?

valentines-day-role-play-portland gone bad

A couple wanted to have some bondage fun but ended up in jail!!

WoW! that's not even cute!

I understand that someone could be concern seen a girl naked and in bondage in the back of a vehicle, but once the cops step in and after finding out the facts they arrest them anyways because of the time they wasted/spent looking for them?

It was all a misundesrtanding people!  Get a grip. 

Sincerely Yours

WoW Day

"Her breast is fit for pearls" by Emily Dickinson
Her breast is fit for pearls, But I was not a "Diver"-- Her brow is fit for thrones But I have not a crest. Her heart is fit for home-- I--a Sparrow--build there Sweet of twigs and twine My perennial nest.

Sincerely Yours Aluv

from my Love

He loves me :)

I woke up to an email and this beautiful picture that is now the wallpaper for my computer at home, at work, and my phone *grins*

I love him

Last year he said he didn't really celebrate Valentine's and to receive a Valentines email from him means more to me than words can really express because I know he was thinking about me and he put aside His own believes for me (at least is how he made me feel).

Papi mine, know that your girl loves you dearly, more and more with each passing day.

Sincerely & Truly Yours
Atiya - for I am your gift.

TMI Tuesday ~Happy Valentine's Day~

It's Half-naked-winged-man-in-his-undies-carrying-a-bow-and-arrow day.

Whether you celebrate Valentine's Day or think it's a consumer-oriented, manipulative and shallow interpretation of romance, just have yourself some fun by answering these TMI Tuesday questions.
1.  Cupid is the god of desire, affection and erotic love. As the myth goes, a person who is shot by Cupid's arrow is filled with uncontrollable desire. On your behalf, who would you like Cupid to shoot?
My freacking Master!! Him and Johnny Depp *grins*
2.  Earlier in the evening you had dinner at the Fook Yue Chinese Restaurant.  You are feeling quite amorous.  You open a fortune cookie in the bedroom. Three fortunes appear: 1 - "Your patience will be rewarded."  What would you like that reward to be?

to finally be with the one I love
2 - "Try something new."  What is the something new you want to try?

I have no idea...but I would really like to try waking up in His arms …

Chit Chat at the office - Dating, Traveling, False Hopes & Abstinence

We are chit chatting about boyfriends, BC's, FWB's, NSA's, Lovers, penis size, vagina's, clits, positions, etc., and I don't know why when we talk about sex everyone is usually looking at me and when  that happens usually the Dutch comes into question and today they asked when will I be going to see my Master again (what they really want to ask me is when will I be getting laid)...
I had a clueless face, didn't even know what to answer, after what He went through with His health, tired most of the time, sleeping tons, and of course He still have to work :( with the awful weather they are having in NL, my Master is in charge of cleaning out the streets and getting salt on the sidewalks and roads...His job is consuming the little energy he may have through the day.  So any trips I may have been thinking about is not going to happen any time soon unless He tells me to go.


Since September of last year I have been looking to date and have dated a bit.  I put…

a bit of this & that...

...well....sorta do!

I had it most of the weekend and today*grins wide*

I've been without it for so long that when it was actually parked accross the street from my house I didn't even know where to go.

The weekend was a real drag, full of cramps, headaches and an attitude that could get anyone killed (me) hehe, darn period!!

I feel so independent now that I am driving, OMG! I missed my car, now that I have it I don't want to give it back to her, but in reality, I am not going to have her walk under this weather, my mom regardless of how good and strong she looks she is almost 60, we need to care for her so she can last us at least 40 more years.

Took the kids to the mall yesterday, they wanted to buy some stuff and of course since I have a car/driving fever even though I didn't feel like doing a thing I still managed to gather a bit of motivation, got ready and out the door! Had a great time with my kids :) the son is going through his teenage years so he is always a…
What a week and it is over!!

Seems like the story of my life this days! *grins*

I have been extremely quiet, keeping a low profile, I just started tweetting after a few weeks of not doing so, and that is very odd, I love me some twitter, but I also did it cause my friend Georges mentioned me.
I did put a smile on there yesterday after getting over 50 private messages of people asking me if I was alright, didn't know my tweets were missed that much...hehe, goes to show me huh?

So I have made a copy of my resolutions and I have it in my coat pocket and look at it constantly, reminding me of certain goals I really want to accomplish.
Out of sight/out of mind; each time I put my hand in the pocket and I feel that piece of paper is a reminder of what I have to do, so far it is helping.

Looking forward to next month *silly dancing* my friend Georges and friends are coming to the US (NY) and of course this time I am going to meet up with them and have us some serious fun.
When I went …

WoW Day - Hard Candy

I feel so happy when I think of you, lets be one instead of two :)
Sincerely Yours Aluv

It is finally over!

Seems everyone was pissed off at work, people walked up and down the halls ready to throw down; looks like I am not the only one going through PMS!

I stayed out of the way, in my room, until it was time for the meeting, I really wanted to wear a bullet proof vest, and boy I was right...walking into the meeting we already had one snapping but I snapped right back, she is not the only going through it, my hormones are raging from all levels, she may be angry, but I am angry and horny, now, you tell me who's more dangerous? I thought so.

My phone was playing tricks on me, sending my texts to the wrong people, my emails weren't going out, nor coming in :( so I left it alone, I figure that the same way it just stopped working, same way it will get fixed...I was right! Aren't I always? *grins*

I went to bed extremely late last night and it made today a very long Tuesday, at least I was able to go around reading TMI Tuesday responses :) so fun!
I look forward to every Tuesd…

TMI Tuesday - Let's Go To Bed

TMI Tuesday this week was submitted by My Undercover Metamorphosis.  Thank you!  Show her some love, stop by her blog and say hello.

1.  A friend is coming to have sex.  There are 3 twin beds and an air mattress in the bedroom.  What do you do?  (choose one)
a.  Have sex where ever we land first.  Who needs a bed?
b.  Have sex on a single twin mattress
c.  Have sex on an air mattress
d.  Or? (tell us your solution)

A.  Have sex where ever we land first.  Who needs a bed?  - it has been so long for me that when i get a hold of him I am not going to care, my mind is already on attack mode!!!

2.  What is the oddest thing you have in your bedroom that someone would be surprise to find.  Why is it there?

A MAN!! *grins* (I can't remember the last time I had a man in my room) and why will he be there?  take a wild guess.

3.  What are your favorite sheets?
a.  Flannel
b.  Cotton
c.  T-shirt cotton (jersey)
d.  Satin

B.  Cotton (Egyptian) of course...Flannel is good in the winter....Satin m…

what a DAY!

Will write more later on but for now, this picture explains exactly how I am feeling

Sincerely Yours

....after the game, end of the day

I never watch a game but because of my son I decided to stick one point I was left alone!!

Great game, but Pats, guys, what happened? You guys had one point! Geeez!!!

Sorry guys, maybe next year, all I can say is that there are many sad and unhappy people in Facebook tonight *glances through the Facebook wall* oh yes, they mad!!

This is the reason why I don't like watching games, I get all into it and now I am left with my heart pumping like crazy! and sometimes I can't handle the competition!

I had an interesting day, call it part of my luck streak.  I am taking the car out of the driveway when I didn't see the car coming and I hit it, not a huge damage, but dang...makes me think.  Mom says with my luck I should take a trip to the ocean and throw myself backward, suppose to change your luck...if that is the way then it is never going to happen, I don't go in the water during the summer, what makes her think that I will take a plunge in the winter…

Update on Resolutions - January

A month has gone by already since the new year began and all the resolutions were made.
While trying to keep up with the ones I made, new ones will be added and probably improvise on others, they really need some tweeking.

Maybe keeping track on the monthly progress it will help me keep up, fix and/or try harder, I already see where I need improvement at.  *doing a silly dance*

Piece of cake ;p

Lets see how I did....

1.  Get fit - make and exercise plan and a meal plan and stick to it!! Dancing is my thing and jump rope, need to get my arms and inner thighs tone!!

I haven't done anything but walk to the train station and back when I the weather permits! (this is a 25 minute walk to and from the station) 
need to really pick my ass up and get moving, eating so much at night...I gained weight...*rolls her eyes* since stressful December til now, really must work on that, signing up with Weight Watchers.
2.  Plan a weekly menu.
Hasn't happened, I still cook but never planned...
3.  Bud…

Finally Friday!

What a week!

How tiring and lonely it has been!

My feelings and emotions are all over the place.

But feeling much better today :)

Tax season! Travel season!

Car already on the road but my mother will be using it until I am able to get her the money to buy another vehicle and replace the one that was stolen. 

Wondering what the weekend will bring...

Master is writing more this days *smiles happily* still, I miss him terribly!! But I can wait until he is able to get things back in place and in order...I can be so impatient at times *grins*

Drama at work! it is the last time I bring a concern to anyone, they make such a big fuzz and create issues where there is none! some people have nothing to do but to create drama! I already have enough going on with my mom!

My mom is a cool lady and all but she loves to put us down by saying things she shouldn't say, and the way she says those things can really get to someone!
While waiting at the insurance company she calls me donkey (in Span…

WoW Day - Be My Valentine :)

My love is like a cabbage divided into two, the leaves I give to others the heart I give to you

I said to you, "oh please be mine; Be mine forever valentine." I must have seemed like quite a fool, Although I though I was being cool.
I swore that we would never part, as I put my hand upon my heart. Had I been thinking with my head, I'd probably have fled instead!

Sincerely Yours Aluv