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Taking time to think

Seems like everywhere I turn and everyone I talk to is looking for a change, looking for something new, different...I can relate.

I feel that I have not been in a good place for some time and I desire it and sometimes can even taste it.

I have profound admiration for those who take the reigns of their lives and their happiness.

...and I realize that I am scared but of what?

I know is not change for I always welcome it with open arms, and I like it, but I do have certain fears that I can't quite grasp and probably the day that I put my little finger on it and able to recognize it, have the ability and the courage to confront it and deal with it then I will have the answers to my questions, and the strength to pick myself up again and be happy with myself.

I feel lost, something missing, and all I know and all I want is to change that awful feeling that consumes me.
I plan so much and never take action, I am just a dreamer....

Sincerely yours


Jack and Jill said…
It is difficult for most of us to make a change in our lives. There is always the worry that the change will be for the worse and not for the better. This is what prevents many people from getting out of a bad situation and making a better one. However, without taking the first step, nothing will change. You have the power to make changes, and you have everything to gain.
ALuv said…
I hear you, I am not afraid of change, I welcome it with open arms, I just feel I need to do more for myself, I need to motivate, I need a change of atmosphere (place) already planning a trip for march to go to another state and do some research...I want to make a move :)

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