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TMI Tuesday ~ A Song for You ~

The Temptations - A Song For You

1.  What is your present state of mind?



2.  How do you feel about your spouse, significant other, or someone you lust for?




3. Describe your job.




4.  What are you hungry for?




5.  What is your favorite color?



6.  What gets you excited?




7.  Who do you think you are?



Bonus:Describe your life.  Feel free to elaborate on your song choice.




Don Henley - End of the Innocence

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Sincerely Yours
Aluv

End of the Week!

Feel like I have been away from here for way too long, nonetheless it has been just a few days!

didn't do my TMI this week because of the malware attack :( but ready for next week.

For 3 days I haven't been able to touch myself or cum...Yes, I am restricted (somehow that sounds so erotic to me).  I forgot to eat on Wednesday, ate very late, Thursday same thing...and when I told my Master (it was not voluntary information either, he asked, I had to tell him the truth) sooo, here I am punished, restricted...and oooh the pain!!!


Last night I was laying on the couch watching TV, I couldn't help it, I felt sooo turned on...

restriction = Aluv horny

To make a long story short...I got up because I felt so wet and when I looked...there it was! a huge wet spot!
Of course I had to take a pic because I couldn't believe it...and it made me real proud!!

Been feeling really submissive this entire week...my diary has 77 post as of today...can't stop writing, can't stop expre…

Malware/Google Chrome problem solved

Thank you my Master :)


Each time I saw that warning a knot in my tummy...I didn't even know if it was safe to come back and blog...i missed out on TMI Tuesday :( and I have not yet done WOW Day...but will get to it...

Just glad the problem is solved...I was still able to keep up with my lurking through other sources...I get Aishas post each morning in my email, so I don't even have to go straight to her blog page.  With the rest of my favorite blogs I use Google reader :) love it!

Still only allow to cum once a day "rolls her eyes in a cute sorta of way" and for some reason I am as horny as ever...It never lasted this long...and the moist, the wetness...

Okey Dokes!!!

Wishing everyone a great week, we are having the greatest weather here in New Englad!! loving it!!!


Sincerely Yours
Aluv

Very Upset

I can't seem to get a hold of the problem and it seems its only happening in google chrome, I have tried explorer, safari, Firefox, my daughters MacBook air, at work...needless to say the problem is in google chrome :( i tried malware removal, cleaned my entire history, even defragmented the darn thing.

I tried for countless hours and still nothing...

I give up..

For tonight...

I am still going to work in finding a solution, but for now some sleep.

If anyone have any more suggestions pleeeeease.......h   e   l   p

Sincerely yours
Aluv

Sent from my Windows Phone

Spam/Virus Thread

I log in  this morning to check on my blog and I am getting a thread saying something about Malware of some sort, as if I have a virus on my blog?

Is this happening to anyone else?

It mentions my blog and whatiwonder.blogspot.com as well :(

Great, that is all I need!!

I am getting anonymous comments with URL's attach to them...just glad they go to the spam folder, when I erased them is when the virus/malware thingy wingy started popping up...not such a great way to start my Monday, is it?

Jack&Jill sent me a twitter this morning about it, it is ok in Firefox but in Google Chrome is not..I don't get it....how do I fix it?

HELP!!

Sincerely Yours
Aluv

It was a great day!

Weather in New England is 70+ and will continue to stay like that for a few days.  I am actually sleeping with the window open tonight :) seems like we are going to have a nice summer...yaayyy

After a hectic day, we decided to head to the beach, and what a great idea it was, I took a few pics and after a few hours of much fun and interacting it was time to head home...

My Master texted me to say goodnight and as always, when I hear his ringtone, I melt *sighs*





Sincerely Yours
Aluv


Friday night

Had a great Friday :)

Master still only allows me touch myself once a day...*bummer*

Since he is busy for the weekend I needed desperately to stay busy as well.

My friend Darryl called and asked what I was doing and as usual, nothing much...he was having some friends come over to watch movies, drink, and pig out, I put on some comfy mismatch jammies and to his house I went!


Of course since he knows I am in the eating right thing, he was kind enough to buy me some sushi type of rolls, yummy!! and how sweet of him :)


Of course since St. Patty's Day was just around the corner (today) he had his corned beef and cabbage ready, tons of Irish beer o.O he was ready to celebrate.


I made myself comfortable on the couch, laid back, and enjoyed the show.  We watched the Fast/Furious Five and The Tourist...I will never stop saying how great Johnny Depp is, that man can take any role and tare it up!!


I got home at almost 3 AM, first time in I don't know how long I stay out that late *giggle…

how things are going so far...

Lost 4 pounds already...eating right, small meals through the day, keeps me full and jump started my metabolism :)

Corset will be here in 4 weeks!!

PICTURE OF CORSET

Next weekend going toy shopping - candles, nipple clamps, *a leather strap (for spanking) at his request* and a blindfold. 

As of today I will start to wear certain body jewelry...also at his request :) yaaay!! Master is making requests!!! hehehe *blushing*

The NO touching is going well, seems like I want it more now than I did before, I am constantly wet, slippery and thinking of him in the most insane ways...good thing he gave me permission to touch myself "once" a day from today til the end of the weekend *yaaayy*
I am wondering if I don't play with myself today and tomorrow, will I be able to do it 3 times on Saturday?  I should have asked him.

I am feeling very submissive...when he logs in or texts me I just want to plunge down to my knees, crawl to his feet and embrace those nice long legs *grins*

So…

WoW Day ~ Some Cleavage

the windows to my soul








Went through my little vault hehe, found some cleavage, nothing out of the ordinary in my wardrobe.

Sincerely Yours
Aluv

Can't touch this

I didn't do my TMI Tuesday, when I was thinking about the answers I really couldn't think of anything...my mind was blank.

Perhaps all I was thinking about was not been able to touch myself because I was told not to do so, the fact that I can't do it when I want to makes me want to do it more.
It is like when you tell a child not to touch something, their curiosity will get the best out of them and they will want to touch, not because they want to disobey, but because they can't, not allowed to, unable to do it, because it is prohibited...
Ever since he told me not to touch myself all I can think about is my tiny clit hiding between my slit calling my name out, begging me!! peer pressure, oh my, oh my...the peer pressure, how can something so little is able to have so much power...*shivers*
My first orgasm was just a few years ago...yeah, I know!! I really never thought I would actually have one of those! Yes, I cum all the time but cumming while playing with my clit and h…

Sweet Day, feeling His ownership

I don't know where to begin, how to begin, so many thoughts all at once, overjoyed, happy, among others feelings i can't put into words.

I am just going to let it flow, spill it out the way I would as if I was having a conversation, hey, do what works best right?

My heart is beating so fast, my thoughts all over the place and I am trying to gather them all up so I don't sound like I am a bit crazy here lol.

This relationship is getting really serious, it was before but at one point there was a distance and I withdrew, I closed in, became afraid, reluctant.  When he came back I was still reluctant but he is my weakness. 

I feel we have become much closer, we have a deeper bond, a connection, things are getting really heated, at least from where I am standing...he never asks me to do anything, he is my Master, I am his slave, we discussed bondage and some spanking, but that's about it...it has never been put into action and that's where it has stayed. 

Until recently...…

End of the weekend

And what a beautiful way to end it...

Still up when I should be in bed, but will do so as soon as I am done here.

I haven't spent much time using the computer, rearranging things around the house and most of the time giving rides to my mother and daughter...ugh, it was better when I was doing the public transportation.

Busy, busy, busy, keeping busy all the time and I am feeling great!!

I have such a rush right now and it is not allowing me to go to sleep, although reading blogs and writing at the moment is helping and I can feel my eyes getting heavier.

I am so thankful for the love and the joy I am feeling.  I can't even explain it into words, I am sitting here with squinty eyes, a huge smile, my heart beating extremely fast, legs still shaking, and thinking to myself did today really happen?  Doing cam with him brings me to another level, he can see me, who I am, how I am...and get a bit of taste of what he is getting himself into :) not to brag but I am a fun person to be …

New Toy and more stuff

No is not a sex toy *laughs*

Is a phone!!!


I have been playing with it all day and trying to update it.  Is a Windows7 phone, and so far loving it.  It has been a pain updating it thought, getting error codes, but I finally did it, I got it working and is updating, started a while ago, and still going.

The weather was wonderful today, like summer out just about, bit windy but other than that very grateful for this amazing day we were given.

Doing great! with my Master - although we haven't been able to spend time with each other we talk/IM every single day...such a great feeling...he still watching over my eating, today he caught me off guard when he asked me how I  was doing, man really means business and taking care of his assets! lol.  Of course since I have been busy this days, I've forgotten a few times and eaten late others, but getting it under control.  It just really amazed me when he asked me, I wasn't really expecting it *giggles*

I haven't been spending muc…

WoW Day ~Spring~

Spring is just around the corner!!

I love spring :)



Ready for March?

Daylight Saving Time Begins - March 11, 2012

St. Patrick's Day ~or~ St Patty's Day - March 17, 2012

Spring Begins - March 20, 2012


Sincerely Yours
Aluv

TMI Tuesday Blog ~Blast From the Past~

This week's TMI Tuesday consist of questions pulled from various TMI Tuesday Posts from the year 2010!!


The link after the question is the URL of the blogger that created that TMI Tuesday question(s).

November 23, 2010 - Have you ever shared sleeping accommodation with someone of the opposite sex without having anything steamy happening (www.playfullyyours.blogspot.com)

yes I have.  My friend Shane and I used to go clubbing all the time...one day my mom locked me out of the house and I had to sleep at his house...we slept on a twin bed and nothing happened, after that we used to get together all the time and spend the night either at his place or mine playing Playstation, Nintendo 64, spades..fun fun times.

November 9, 2010 - When it comes to swinging or partner swapping, which would excite you more, watching or being watched? (Virtualism.wordpress.com)

I don't know about the partner swapping or swinging...but I rather watch than being watched...i am a peeping tom *grins*


November …

Easier than I thought

Keeping up with everything has been great, comes naturally, I guess all I needed to do was open up to him, ask for guidance.

I really didn't have to ask for it thought, even before I asked he was already different, much stronger with me and firm, consistent, he just took charge, mmmmmm, and I am so glad because I really was in need of it, of his guidance and his structure.
Meditation is different, in a very good and positive way, I sleep better at night, I have more energy (don't know if this is a good thing cause I am always bouncing off the walls), eating habits are already changing and it  has only been a week.  With him always in mind things are easier to remember, I am on point.
He makes contact on a daily basis again, feel so very spoiled.  He shows he cares, his concerns, and those little times he sounds demanding and I want to faint *giggles all silly* just so priceless.  
...communication is getting even better, just the things we say, what we discuss, talk about, the…

S&M by Rihanna

****love the girl, her style, her songs, lyrics, music, you name it!! she is talented and it is one of my favorite artists...



Na na na
Come on, come on,
come on
Na na na na na

Feels so good being bad (Oh oh oh oh oh)
There's no way I'm turning back (Oh oh oh oh oh)
Now the pain is my pleasure 'cause nothing could measure (Oh oh oh oh oh)

Love is great, love is fine (Oh oh oh oh oh)
Out the box, outta line (Oh oh oh oh oh)
The affliction of the feeling leaves me wanting more (Oh oh oh oh oh)

'Cause I may be bad, but I'm perfectly good at it
Sex in the air, I don't care, I love the smell of it
Sticks and stones may break my bones
But chains and whips excite me

'Cause I may be bad, but I'm perfectly good at it
Sex in the air, I don't care, I love the smell of it
Sticks and stones may break my bones
But chains and whips excite me

Na na na
Come on, come on, come on
I like it-like it
Come on, come on, come on
I like it-like it
Come on, come on, come on
I like …

Update on Resolutions - February

Month two and making some progress...some of my resolutions have disappeared, scratched out of the list actually...some things change...hey, life is a working progress

my Master is helping me out on the procrastination part and I have a feeling that it will fix most of my problems.

1.  Get fit - make and exercise plan and a meal plan and stick to it!! Dancing is my thing and jump rope, need to get my arms and inner thighs tone!!

Lost one tiny pound!!! joined Weight Watchers on-line but moving slow, it is hard to change the way I was eating...actually not eating properly, not eating through the day and munching at night usually before I went to bed.  Started dancing in front of the computer with the webcam on...hahaha!! that's all I have to say...must take care of his temple
2.  Plan a weekly menu.
can't do that, buying the Smart Ones, and weight watchers meals at the moment, I do cook for the kids their regular meals, so far lost one pound, haven't missed any meals, feeling g…