1. If your lover was turned on by forced feminization would you part participate (giving or receiving)? *forced feminization is the practice of enforcing activities on a male, which are typically associated with women, to make them submissive. For example: wearing lingerie, heels, make up.*
Support and stand by your man 100% Whatever floats his boat...I am down!
2. When you have sexual dreams or fantasies that are aggressive or cruel, does it worry you?
not really, it probably means I am having some anger issues at the moment that I need to work through...how about a spanking?
3. Tell us your hottest filthiest fantasy, right now, in 100 words or less. This is the fantasy your desires that you probably never share, maybe they even go against your morals, or are societal taboos.
oh my...I have no idea about this one!! Fantasy and Desire...I would really really love to be with him so he can bury my ass on the floor/mattress/wall, for now that is it!
First and Foremost!!
Happy Mothers Day to all you wonderful ladies. Wishing and Hoping everyone enjoyed their day :)
Glad the week is over, it has been up and down for me. Every day is a new beginning, but sometimes there are days that are just a continuation of the previous day...I dislike those days so much...
Not long ago I felt I was at my highest, I ended up dropping so fast I don't even know what hit me.
To make a long story short...
Son was sick with the stomach virus, think I caught the same thing, didn't sleep Thursday, was having a hard time; come Friday I was a hot mess...cranky, moody, tired, sleepy, stomach just going nuts, queasy...you name it.
My daughter thought she also had the virus/flu, I told her to go to the ER before shooting upstairs to go to work (she works at the hospital), she goes in to the ER and she gets diagnosed with appendicitis, emergency surgery that same night...they tell it ruptured so you can imagine how she felt, crying, me trying to cal…
I like the rain, actually, love the rain...but after having 3 days straight I've just about had it!
I don't know about anyone else but too much rain makes me feel a bit blue...so many days without a bit of sun...come on!!
Aside from the rain everything in this neck of the woods is just peachy! Feeling awesome in every which way possible...the only complaint I have (you know there is always something to complaint about) is that time just goes by way too fast (sign of age...so I've heard). I feel that when I get home from work and by the time I blink is time for bed...*shaking my head*
I am suppose to be getting ready for work and I also have a Dr's appointment this afternoon, I am not even close to been ready!!
Still wearing my robe, sitting in front of a computer, looking outside while listening to the rainfall, how romantic is that?!!
So I went a bit crazy with the pics!! they just all fit the theme!!
1. How often do you Masturbate?
Word should be capitalize in my book!! very often, very very very often...although it all depends on my mood, I will go a few days, but when i start..hehe, 5 - 8 times a day I would say...
2. What are you doing to celebrate Masturbation month?
Cum Cum Cum!!!
3. Do you like to watch your partner masturbate?
a. Yes, it turns me on.
b. Sometimes, because it gets my partner very aroused
c. Not really, it's boring
d. I've never experienced it but I'd like to
A. hellz to the yes!! I think it is the hottest thing to see a man Masturbate...I so wish sometimes I could see HIM doing it!! trust me! i see him alright! at least 4-5 times a day in my head...gets me going, and is part of my little mental scheme I have going on...(depending how long I have, how many people in the bathroom, etc.,)
4. Do you let your partner watch you masturbate?
a. Yes, it turns me on to be watched
We are told we can't wear certain sandals to work o.O
not so happy about that!
Today I wore my adorable sandals :) and I had tons of compliments...I thought HR was going to say something negative about them, but they were just enamored and thrilled with them...I went out on a limb and asked if the sandals were appropriate...and they said yes! and I was so worried when I came to work, hiding from HR, but I should have known better, they are always looking for me to see what shoes I have on!! hehe
Cinco de Mayo went fabulous for me, although for next year I will totally either do things by myself or with somebody else...
The girl I went out with did not want to get out of the car to walk around claiming that if we did, I was going to get tired quick and not go out that evening...haa!! (I think she was more talking about herself on that part)
So I took some wonderful pics of the city, buildings, etc., but that is as far as it went...oh yeah, I had to make a pee stop at the common! yuppeee..what a thrill, but I always have fun no matter what, and no matter who I am with.
During the evening we hit two spots in the downtown area (where I live) once again, proven fact, I don't like bars/pubs/clubs...I feel completely out of my element, and I really hate it when I tell my "friends" "acquaintances" that I don't like to go to those places, I feel out of place, is not for me!
Of course they insist on me going and when I don't act or react the way they exp…
The situation with my mothers' car still on-going.
I paid her for the car that went missing/stolen...whatever...and she still keep bringing it up, blaming me for it, Ok, I take some of the responsibility but enough is enough....
I told her to buy herself a little car so she can drive herself around the town, is not like she goes far anyways...but she refuses to use the money to buy another vehicle.
She registered my car in her name because I felt I was in debt with her although I had already paid for her car, and knowing her having the vehicle in her name would get her off my back, but it has become a constant harrassment..
take me here,
take me there,
I can't make plans on weekends cause she might need to use the car.
Several days a week I have to find a ride to work becaus she starts at 4:30 am...
So I keep suggesting her to get a car...
she says that I keep throwing on her face the fact i gave her the money, in other words twisting shit around to sound more like the victim…
What an emotional month of April it was and seem that my resolutions are changing, it is one reason i don't like to make plans ahead, I go with the flow and changes....
1. Get fit - make and exercise plan and a meal plan and stick to it!!
is going great! although i fall flat on my face/mouth from time to time doing my own meals at home, slow process but surely! It is tough to cook two meals, one for me and one for the kids...hopefully they will move out soon and I don't have to worry about it *grins* (my son still got 4 more years to be 18--huuuurry up) My friend who is a fitness junky and also is a UFC fighter will begin training me as of Saturday...eeeeek...he is tough!!! 2. Budget! Budget! Budget!
not budgeting but caught up on everything - the bad side of catching up? staying broke all the time!!!
3. GET ON THE ROAD - Register my vehicle!DONE
is more of a hassle, take me here, take me there--lend me the car...oh, wake up extremely early on saturday and sundays to drop off mom…