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Update on resolutions - April

What an emotional month of April it was and seem that my resolutions are changing, it is one reason i don't like to make plans ahead, I go with the flow and changes....

1. Get fit - make and exercise plan and a meal plan and stick to it!!

is going great! although i fall flat on my face/mouth from time to time
doing my own meals at home, slow process but surely!
It is tough to cook two meals, one for me and one for the kids...hopefully they will move out soon and I don't have to worry about it *grins* (my son still got 4 more years to be 18--huuuurry up)
My friend who is a fitness junky and also is a UFC fighter will begin training me as of Saturday...eeeeek...he is tough!!!

2. Budget! Budget! Budget!

not budgeting but caught up on everything - the bad side of catching up? staying broke all the time!!!

3. GET ON THE ROAD - Register my vehicle! DONE

is more of a hassle, take me here, take me there--lend me the car...oh, wake up extremely early on saturday and sundays to drop off mom to work...I rather be walkin/public transportation

4. Become a US citizen...yaaayyy

Working on it :) this is a priority and a must!

5. Visit my family in DR

Not happening this year, as far is my concern.

6. Organize myself and keep up!

Organized is most areas...home is perfect, still working on filing and catching up on some paperwork at work but other than that is wonderful!!

One thing though that needs organization is my thoughts/head...i am all over the place

7. Sit down on a weekly basis and review my goals, accomplishments, where I went wrong, what needs readjustment/improvement.

I have done so but i don't like the outcome, the more I meditate the more I feel that I am not where I am suppose to be...something is missing...

8. Read a book every month!

I have been reading magazines on decorations, home improvement, plumbing, and now just added permaculture to the list!...

9. Meditate more and learn Tai Chi!!

Meditation is up and going, doing it every morning, including some weekends, it just makes me relax, I find it that it mellows me out and sometimes when I am looking for answers I find them through meditation...
Tai Chi -- coming soon

10. Move to a bigger apartment (this is a maybe, the price for this little place is great, if I can match this price is a done deal)

I am still looking for an apartment...and nothing cheaper than what i have still staying there!!

11. Travel and make plans for travel :) ... there are so many places I want to visit.

No trips as of yet, I would love to go visit my Master but he is too "busy"
Making some road trips in May with the kids, I need to start doing something, but summer is around the corner and I do plan to stay busy REGARDLESS

12. Socialize more! make new friends, interact a bit more.

Everyon keeps telling me to go to POF or OkCupid, that I need to start dating and have an actual/real relationship :(
I can't, I am sorry, i tried the dating scene already but my heart is with Him.

Reconnected with various friends, we chill and been good on that matter :) 

13.Work on my procrastination!! could I almost forget!

Still working on it but I am doing better than I was before..

14. Corset training

I was told to wait until I lost some more weight and inches around the waist, workout will start on Saturday!!! looking forward to it!!

15. Start building my own toy box even if they are not getting used

 very first toy!!


16. Get control of my eating habit and blood pressure!

blood pressure is due to stress....i don't feel stressed out! but I do think alot...not taking pills for it, and completely refuse to do so!
Eating habits are back to normal again...eating 4 - 6 small meals a day

I have been feeling that I need a change...a drastic change in my life, not such a happy camper, feeling very lonely (in the love department)...

Sincerely Yours


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