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Why I fail when making changes

I try to make too many changes at the same time, not finishing one first and already getting the next one started.

Frustrates me when I don't see results when I want, and as fast as I hoped for, and often times is a reason why I give up, or put it off for a while.
I never stick with something long enough to see results...I expect it to work like a potion, I do it one day, I go to sleep and BAMM!! I wake up with all of my problems solved, my wishes come true.

Wake up lady...
You want it?  
Need to earn it, work for it!!

I joined the gym (once again) I just hope and pray that I can keep up with it!  I have tried and failed, but when I went to sign myself up I went with a different approach and a different perspective...I want a career change and for that I need to be a bit slender. (a bit, haha, that's an understatement), so I do have to get in there and move my ass! get fit, hit it hard!!

I also set a goal for March to apply for this new position, so I need to be ready.  I have enough time, come'on if I don't do it, if I don't get this done, if I don't reach my goal...I am a huge loser! for real!!

Of course there are other issues I must handle before I apply and already taking care of it, on my way, I have a list of things-to-do and so far so good, citizenship is among those.

One day at a time, is one thing I need to remember if I want to succeed this time around, I just try to rush things, but not this time...I am planning this out day by day :)

When making changes it means I need to change my old habits for new ones and I don't give myself enough time to adjust. 

Let's see how it goes!
Tomorrow is my first day with my new membership...*gulp*
I am so nervous!!!

Sincerely Yours


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