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Week 4

They are going by fast

4 down, 48 more to go!

Great week!

Dressed up every single day, except Friday, I dressed a bit more casual than usual.
Hair
Light make-up
looking flawless and proud

Eating and exercise
NEGATIVE!
OMG! Brother taking us out to eat and when we are not out at a restaurant mom is cooking away.
Moving around tons, from one house to another.  I am never home after work unless my mom drops by to cook.
I miss my quiet days.

Dating...
UGH!! UGH!!
AaaArRRgGHhh!!!

Budgeting.
working on it and getting better :)

Not enough time to be online this days, extremely busy with family and actually trying to find a way to go around that.

Went to see about new gadgets
Nexus 4 for cellphone
and a Nexus 10 tablet to keep blogger and everything else at hand.
I was told to go iPhone, but nah, I enjoy Windows phone but want to go with something different this time around, maybe next time I will try the iPhone, for now I want to give Google a chance and see what it can do.

Had a date last night...
another bust
Why do I keep putting myself through this?
maybe I am hoping for one day meet the one...
maybe trying to get Dutch out of my system once and for all, it has been the hardest task ever! and taking longer than I thought it would...double ugh!!

Everything is all set for the Fetish Fair Fleamarket
Hotel booked
tickets for the Roaring 20's Gala Ball
and the tickets for the flea market as well...
all I have to do is show up *grins*

in conclusion it was a nice week, accomplished most of the things I set out to do, still not pushing myself or my limits.

Sexless
no love (of a man) a relationship which is something I really want to experience, feel...gosh I so want that!!

but not so desperate that will jump into any relationship or just with anyone.
I am smart about that and also I have self control.
The day my self control goes out the window then I know that is the guy for me :)

Sincerely Yours
Aluv


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