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Week 26 "half way there"

Slow and fast pace week.Everything happened quickly and didn't have time to prepare, some harsh adjustments at work and changes that are a bit overwhelming to cope with.
It is hard when someone you are used to be with and you think nothing is going to change and from one day to another that routine is taken from you... Lol, so dramatic, budgets are low, layoffs are going around, and of course we are all left with our jaws dropped who we see is doing the packing :-(
Not fairMeditation, mmmmm sweet mediation where would I be without you, pausing through the day to breath, take it all in and letting it all out...the feeling, priceless.NamasteStudents on vacation this week so I have it so easy and not seen anyone either, working half a day and catching up on paperwork and other little things needed.  Prep for a new weekend and finally plan my Cali vacation :-)
A vacation is much needed here, time away from everything and all.In deep thoughts and heavy meditation this week to look for …


Some we share

but some...

we keep them hidden, within us, our soul, our heart, our thoughts

Some happiness are best left unsaid.

a blessing in disguise is better left as is, quiet, shared between the ones that matter

what is meant to be will always be.

Sincerely Yours

Blogger Policy Update

I don't know if I am a violator of this policy.

I just received this letter from Blogger.

Important Update to Adult Content Policy on BloggerYou are receiving this message because you are the admin of a blog hosted on Blogger which is identified to have Adult content.

Please be advised that on June 30th 2013, we will be updating our Content Policy to strictly prohibit the monetization of Adult content on Blogger. After June 30th 2013, we will be enforcing this policy and will remove blogs which are adult in nature and are displaying advertisements to adult websites.

If your adult blog currently has advertisements which are adult in nature, you should remove them as soon as possible as to avoid any potential Terms of Service violation and/or content removals.

The Blogger Team

Sincerely Yours

My Blog Stats

I hardly ever look at the stats for my blog, I did for a while but then I stopped, there was no need for it anymore.
Some time ago I put something to track who viewed my blog, I wanted to make a point, needed to make a point, and I did :-) and it feels so good to be right.
I saved a few of the IP address my Dutch viewed my blog from, he had a few...I would say I had it packed down to 4 or 5 unless he used his cell phone.
Went through stalking, insults, and other things not even worth mentioning anymore from someone in Holland/Netherlands.  I can understand why...hey I probably would have done the same under the same circumstances.
Although I am still hurt about the end of the relationship, the love, the passion, the romance, the adventure, and the wonderful moments I experienced with my Dutch, my Papi, my first and only Master and Owner were well worth it
He was worth it, I was worth it, We were worth it...everything we shared was wonderful. With that said...
I don't know who my …

TMI Tuesday ~Sex Talk & Sex Ed

June is Adult Sex Ed Month (Twitter: #AdultSexEdMonth).  The movement was started by blogger @GoodDirtyWoman on twitter.  Please read some more here:

This week's TMI Tuesday questions were inspired by Sex-Ed Writer Jon Pessick and his #dailysexdiscussion that happens on twitter.

1.  Have you ever investigated having an open relationship?
-Have you tried to have an open relationship?

Not at all, I am a monogamist...simple as that

2.  Do you have any sexual phobias?
-What have you done to manage or overcome them?

sexual phobias? 
oh wow, I am afraid to have sex, to be close to someone, I am afraid that when I get to that point I will choke and not on the cock either...

3.  What is the best new sexual activity you have tried in 2013?

I have attempted to actually find a guy to have sex with...mid year and it hasn't happened yet.

4.  Have you ever called into a sex advice radio/television show or written to a sex advice columnis…

Week 25

Had my fun days and some are just a daze but at the end of the week looking at everything I did I am feeling proud.
Sometimes I feel I haven't done enough, or what could I have done different and extra things I could have done as well.
Eating a lot healthier, replaced rice with quinoa, my daughter actually liked it.  Is a start to changing our diet in the entire house, not a diet but an alternative to eating healthier...
My fridge contains a variety of fish, seafoods, and just a few packets of meat.
Watching the pesticide level and sticking with the clean food groups. 
So far is working.  I am watching what I put on my mouth and body this days.
Work... Not feeling it lately, never enough time to do a thing...I need to fly, I need to grow!!!
But for now I'm there and need to make the best of it.
Another great week!!!
Sincerely Yours

Sleepover with the girls

Playing dress up last night with my niece, daughter and some friends.
It was a reminder of my younger years when we had sleepovers, the fashion shows, getting our hair, nails and feet done, putting make up on and all the fun things girls do when they get together.... we sang, danced, did some poetry, karaoke, and their old time favorite asking me about the 80's...making me feel ancient!! LOL
It was rather odd when my niece asked me about the cassette player, it was even funnier when I told her we didn't have a TV and the shows were on the radio...she still wondering how that worked.
It is always fun when she sleeps over :-)
We had to keep the conversations PG because of my niece, but what an amazing time!!!...
Sincerely Yours

Is about the cleavage this evening

Tonight I'm going out and of course since I love dresses I had an idea of the dress I wanted to wear, after all, I am going to the beach at night and that old black dress that I love so much was calling for me, I could just imagine myself in it!
Big surprise
I put the dress on and to my dismay it didn't fit.
Of course I was laughing and wondering when and how it happened but the thing was big on me. Gladly I have the sewing skills my grandmother left me with and took in some from the sides and the strap around the neck.
Still the cleavage is out of control!
I just hope my boobs don't get smaller and I am seen some of the signs!
The only bra I own is big on me already.... tragedy!!!!
I love my girls! But aside from that.....
I am such a hot piece of ass
Sincerely Yours

TMI Tuesday ~how do you like it??

How do you like..........................

1. your eggs cooked?

I love eggs!!
over easy
scrambled with peppers and onions and cheese, yummy yummy!!
and my dream come true
a bacon, cheese, omelet with extra bacon

2. Your sandwich cut? in half, down the middle of the square or on the diagonal?

it all depends...
if it is a turkey club, it must be cut into 4 (diagonal way)
any regular sandwich (grilled cheese with tomato and bacon) no need to be cut
my subs, grinders, hoagies need to be cut down in the middle unless I am getting a wrap

3.  Your Coffee?

Spanish coffee (Bustelo) - black with brown sugar

Dunkin Donuts, Starbucks, McDonalds (i love their coffee), Honey Dew or any other place my coffee will be light with xtra sugar.

4.  Your Tea?

with honey :)

5.  Your ice cream served up, cone or condom?  Yup, you read that right, a condom.  Read more here

I like my ice cream in a cup with the cone adorning it, yup, you heard it right, I can't eat the ice cream fast eno…

Week 24

Every week I learn something new about people, life, friendship, and staying true to myself.Wonderful week at work, filled with many ideas, creative ideas to say the least, proud of that.Seems my life is also going to be making some great changes, my friend and I have some ideas we want to see come true...I think is going to go wonderful!!Looking for that change and taking risks, ready for it.I also notice how my energy is drained by spending time with certain people, and wondering how I can fight that because I don't think they know they have that vampire aura... *shivers*
With meditation, relaxing music I'm able to fight all that negative energy, I just wish there was a repellent so they could stay away!!!In summary
It was wonderful!!!!
And this one will be better.
Sincerely Yours

Change and Changing

You change for two reasons...
Either you have learned enough that you want to
You have been hurt enough that you have to.

"Changing the face" Can change nothing

"Facing the change" Can change everything.

Sincerely Yours

TMI Tuesday ~Summer Lovin~

1. Do you have more sex or less when on vacation? I did, because when I took my last two vacations was to visit Dutch, and guess what?  we couldn't keep our hands off each other!! 2. Do you plan a vacation so that you will have an opportunity to have
sex? see the answer above, but usually that wouldn't be the case...I am going to Cali in  a few weeks to visit with family 3. Have you ever planned a vacation in order to meet someone for sex? YES!! MR Dutchman! 4. Have you ever gone on a singles’ cruise or some other
hookup-facilitating vacation? No, I haven't but thinking about it, I hear tons of talk about it.
5. Have you had sex on a means of transportation other than a car: bus, train,
airplane, cruise ship? yes, so far just a car...
6. Have you had outdoor sex on camping, hiking, skiing, boating

Week 23 getting busy, staying busy

Another week has gone by and almost mid year.  My it goes fast.  I look at the pics from previous years and I can see the difference.Some developments, and a few dates with the same guy, no potential there...and ugh...frustration!!Still feelings towards the Dutch are unfortunately lingering about and dating has been a real challenge.The move at work makes me realize that I am more busy now than I used to be.  I spend my breaks fetching resumes, faxing, returning emails, printing out certificates and it is getting to me, but I rather not have a computer in my lab because it avoids people having to say I don't work and I am always using the computer.
It is the right decision. 
And I guess I need to learn how to manage my time better.Mood is medium low but the positive attitude is there, meditation, chanting, classical music, and taking time to breath are still working for me.  Not allowing a thing get to me or anyone for that matter.A great busy, wet week.  Much rain from one day t…

Dating 'older' & their insecurities

I met a man a few weeks ago, not exactly someone I would usually go for but there is/was something about him that called my attention.  We seen each other before at a few functions at work but never engaged in any conversations.
We work together and that is not acceptable for the president of the company, it is a rule, a manager dating an employee is grounds to get fired.  But we still took a chance and decided to go out.
We went out to dinner and we had a marvelous time, amazing night out, weather was perfect all around, the mood, the attitude.  He took me to country club filled with rich, mid-aged white women and here I am, short, Dominican, broke woman with tons of glamour, a smile that can knock anyone over, confidence and to add to the list a bit over dressed.
I noticed they all turned to look at me as I walked in, some of them giggled and I am sure they were making comments along the way.
He made reservations but when we arrived they weren't even ready for us.  We sat at a …

TMI Tuesday ~What's in your fridge or freezer?

1.  Anything alcoholic? beer, wine, bottle of champagne?

not at all, milk, and some juices the kids like (mostly powerade for my son)

2.  Any guilty pleasures?  Anything chocolate?  Any ice cream?

I get vanilla yogurt and add frozen fruits to it...soooo yummy!!!!

3.  Any really old bottles of condiments?

YES!!!! that old bottle of Goya Hot Sauce we only use once in a blue moon when we get a visitor who likes spicy food...I hand out the 5 year salsa picante bottle...I think its gotten better through the years.

4.  Frozen Pizza?  Other frozen quick dinners?

other than frozen fruits and some veggies..not really

5.  Anything actually rotten or moldy?

Your kidding me?
I have a teenage son!
and his friends over e v e r y  s i n g l e d a a a a a y, with that said, food is not in the fridge long enough to not even out of the bag and in the fridge...yup......

6.  What do you have in your fridge that the rest of us probably don't?

Home made sofrito!!!
Red onions
red, green, yellow, orang…

Week 22

I completely messed up at posting week 21, it was in my draft all along, yikes...but is on now although I did notice a bit too late.
A short week at work but extremely busy.
Most amazing Friday I've had in a long time
With the great weather I left work early a few times just to enjoy it...our spring and summer arrived rather late, seems we jumped from one to the other.
Work is fun but getting extremely busy, aside from the fact they were trying to make me work while all students and staff would be in vacation in July.
Out of their minds!
I hit the beach with the family, the sister and I enjoyed quality time while exchanging stories and me giving certain advice like a big sister should *grins*
Saturday evening was Boston night, taking the train all over, Wine-Fest which was ok, although I enjoyed the streets, the park, the train, the short trip to the airport...LOL, was a very adventurous evening...met two guys that came from somewhere in the world and helped a bit with their tran…

Week 21 ~busy and adjusting ~

A new place, a new building, a new address, and even a zip code!
A new atmosphere, I feel like an executive walking into the building each day!  I feel so many great changes are coming! And I need to step it up a huge notch.
Not only I have a beautiful lab but also a gorgeous classroom, to add to all that blessing I also have a cubicle with my own extension...hehehe. And the view, the gorgeous view to the trees, to nature, looks like a forest! and the space is to die for!
A bit too much walking is the downsize. ;-p Felt exhausted by the end of the week but we'll worth it, I still have a few things to do this week left over from last week which is a shame but it will get done.  Too much paperwork accumulated through the years, I am making sure I get everything in order.
I am very organized at home, spent the weekend cleaning and debating whether to move or not but at the moment my option is to move so I'm looking for a new place. This apartment hunting is crazy, rent in this s…