February of this year I met a guy by chance.
I call him "Catfish"
When we first began communicating I thought he was pretending to be someone else (sometimes I still feel this way).
I was going through a moment in my life when some people where harassing me online and I thought he was part of that.
For months I have been running away from this guy, avoiding him at times, insulting him, arguing, and I go back and think about it and if I was him I would have told me a long time ago to "go fuck myself!" BUT he didn't...
I take that back...
he did tell me once to forget about it, that he was not going to put up with my ish anymore and he was not going to pay for the pain another man caused me (that's when the masochist/submissive side of me kicked in -- turned me on when he spoke back to me like that, put my cute little ass in my place)
It took quite a few months for me to let my guard down
I am scared but I am going for it!
Going to take a chance in the love department once and for all!
He is willing to come to the US for us to meet, get to know each other and probably start a relationship.
Kinda ahead of the game when we already changed our relationship status in FB which began a ton of questioning, people texting me, sending private messages, LOL. What a thrill!!!
Lets see what happens :)