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Moments like this

More than an hour ago my Owner told me to cum, not soon after his command was given
my body is shaking
I am panting
closing my legs and pressing them tight
my nipples so hard I feel the barbells are going to pop out
clit throbbing, engorged, having little spasms
the inside of my pussy contracting
and the wetness forming around my labia

More than an hour later I am still having little spasms
pussy feels sensitive even to my touch
nipples are still hard
in need of a nap because I kept on cumin and cumin

You see, is the way he asks me to cum
the way he tells me to cum

moments like this all i want to do is...
sit on his hard cock, squeeze the juices out of him when he has me sitting on top of him looking at me, telling me to cum over and over again, watching the reaction he causes

He melts me
For days now I am walking with a wet pussy, can't control my orgasms because the smallest thought of him turns me on.

He is my trigger

Sincerely Yours

Up the back alley - Anal sex

I am a virgin - let me rephrase that, I have a virgin ass.
It has been licked but nothing has ever gone inside, not even a finger!
My Master has been buying things for when I am with him and one of the items he purchased was a beginners anal plug.   I was am excited about it and looking forward to getting my anal cherry popped but I have a few concerns and would love to put my mind at ease so please, advice is needed, your feedback will be so appreciated.
I am concerned because of all the stories I have heard.   Over a decade ago a friend asked me what she should give her boyfriend for Valentines day because she was broke, I suggested that she gives up the ass.  Valentines day came and went and didn't hear from her.  Several days later we are talking and asked her how that went, she sat me down and began to tell me that all was going well at the very beginning but when he pushed it in she fainted because of the pain.  I got really scared when she told me how painful it was and how…

TMIT - Just Asking

Today’s TMI Tuesday I’m Just Askin’ … 1. We are just a few months into 2014 but I want to know what have you done this year that you have never done before?
1.  using ben-wa balls
2.  wearing his collar 
3.  moving near the beach (I always wanted to do that) 2. You are going to a deserted island, your only entertainment will be to read. What five (5) books will you take with you?
Hard one! Stephen King - Dark Tower Series (I count them as one book) ehehe Tim O'shei - How to survive in a deserted island Encyclopedia Britannica (updated version for the year I get stuck - also counted as one book)
George R.R. Martin - Game of Thrones 3. We all change and grow over time (at least you should). What two (2) things do you miss about the old you? Why?
I embrace all of the changes life has brought to me.  I don't miss nothing about the old me, I am evolving into a better me and I love who I am and have become and continue to become. 4. How would you define and calculate ‘sexual satisfaction’?

Vacation time is over - i need more time

A short week, a few days off work and much accomplished.Found a place which I am extremely happy about although a bit scared leaving my daughters behind but it is time to move and they are 23 & 22.
Life is expensive in this state and rent is ridiculous, I am a bit concerned.  I wanted them to go near me but the lack of transportation and because they work in the area they have to stay close for now.
The fact we are still working to find an affordable place for them and running out if time has be a bit worried and uneasy.Things will work out, they always do.Enjoying the growth of our relationship and the wonderful changes that take place each day. 
He is now incorporating benwa balls, started using them Friday.
Exciting how he had me wear only one piece of garment all weekend, a dress preferably unless I went out which a coat is needed. 
Went out dancing and when I took off the  sweater the only thing I had on was a simple dress, I was practically naked and it felt good.  I also …

CWS is closing

CWS is going to be ending as of March 1st :(

Sad how such a wonderful and such inspiring blog will end in just a few days.

It inspired me to write pieces I read and read and I can't believe I wrote that showed me how I love and devoted I am to his cock.

It was great while it lasted
I learned so much
the different views we all have but the one thing that remains the same is that we are cock worshipers

Spanky did a great job with CWS
Thank you Spanky!!
thank you for the opportunity given to each and everyone of us, Fondles is another person that I have to say inspired me to step up with her for the CWS revival

Thank you Fondles!!

What to do with the poems I posted there and some of the information....

we will see....

Sincerely Yours

Winter Break & Moving soon!!!!

It has been an exciting yet slow week at the same time.
Tuesday when we returned to work we were let out early due to weather.  Another mini snow storm, this days we hear 8 inches and we just look at each other and say "that't it?" I have to say, when driving around, some views are exquisite, except my street as you can see below, the plows here sorta suck!!!
Wednesday I was just not feeling like going to work and decided to stay home.  Followed a gut feeling and called for an apartment situated less than 2 miles away from the beach, it is a busy road with many stores and plazas around, but I am in love and it already feels like home and happy to say that in just a few weeks I will be moving!  I was reluctant to move, I think is a huge pain in the ass, the packing and unpacking and I am going to a much, much smaller place, seems like I've been downsizing through the years.   I need this change and it couldn't come at a better time and at such an amazing place!   …


TMI Tuesday Game Show Edition 1. The Price is Right: What is the right price to make you have sex with a total stranger?
I am not sure about money...a few shots of tequila and is all the stranger will need to have sex with me, I would be out cold, he can have his fun, and no need to spend money other than the money he spent on the shots! 2. Make Me Laugh: What part of your naked body when touched, makes you laugh?
Pick your spot! feet, under my arms, sides, back, knees...(all over)
don't touch me! 
stay away from me!! 3. Family Feud: What act could you do or thing could you say that would really upset your significant other?
my Master - I have no idea, the only thing I can think about is me lying to him

my x-husband was either *I'm going out/go out* or *Second Life* 4. Supermarket Sweep: You’ve been let go in a sex toy market that includes small items (e.g. condoms, vibrators) to large items (e.g. Sybians, spanking benches) and everything in between. What 5 items will you put in you…

In just a few days...

He has taught me to love my pussy almost as much as he loves it. It is working!
My Owner is taking control of me inch by inch He didn't just set down rules after rules One at a time until I am used to it and then he throws the other one me, by the time I realize what is going on it has already become a habit.
I am allowed to cum only when with him, or if I ask for permission which is making the situation a bit difficult for me but I am adjusting to it all.
He deliberately taunts me and put things in my head to keep me going Love how he asks me to do things for me to orgasm, so naughty ehehe enjoying myself very much it is so sexy stimulating

Sincerely Yours

TMIT - Happy Endings

TMI Tuesday this week is all about happy endings. Not the kind where the boy gets the girl or the girl gets the girl or the boy gets the boy and a girl or…I digress. Happy Endings 1. What is the best way you like to be brought to orgasm?
There are a few things at the moment that he will do.

"cum for me my little cumslut" -- that will automatically do it for meWhen he masturbates me!! but....Sunday evening was the best!!  He had me hold it, and taunted me, and made me keep holding it in, I begged and begged for release, and he kept teasing me, I think I was turning blue and when he told me to release and I did it was chaos between my legs, and right after that I was sound asleep in bed. 2. What is the best way to make you orgasm quickly?
OH boy! 
lately is a command thing *grins* 
Been on a horny rampage and I keep getting more turned on which day that goes by, I cum faster and faster each time I play with myself, or asked to cum. 3. What is the typical or usual way that a lover ch…

Aluv horny at work

Having me restricted to only cum when he wants me to is dangerous! The more restrictions, the hornier I become At this moment I want to rip my clothes off flick, smack, and rub my clit until I cum... will that help? I think not
The more I cum the more I want Looking at the time and is going extremely slow, I wanna get home badly! will it help? I think not
will he let me cum? I hope so! *grins* I am sure he will  *grins wider*
Papi mine, you are so delicious!

Sincerely Yours

In the mood to be....

Bound Explored Spanked Fucked Taken in every way he pleases

Sincerely Yours

Ass Wednesday Canceled due to weather

Snow storm here in MA!

No work

No ass pics



but one thing is great about today...

permission to cum all day!

TMIT - How we be??

Let's talk about your state of being

1.  What is going well with your life?

Many things at the moment!
Meditation is wonderful :)
Trying new things and enjoying myself (having fun while doing it)
Moving to another state soon (not too far from where I am)
I am very in love with my Owner - feeling like a dream come true
Almost a collared slave :)))
Everything is falling into place little by little, I can't ask for anything else because I am where I want to be.
(health, family, etc)

2.  What is going well with your sex life?

Aside from the fact I am always horny and at the moment I am restricted to cum after meditation and before sleep (Master just bumped me from morning to cumin to evening because that last masturbation is the one that helps me sleep)

3.  What do you want in your life that you currently do not have?

An apartment that I love!!!

4.  Are you happy or grumpy when you awake in the morning?

I get asked all the time "why you so happy in the morning" 
From the moment i wa…

Pussy Chart

Found this while browsing the net. so many different types of Punanis!!
Looking to see which resembles mine..
still looking....

Sincerely Yours