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Mood swings & Dressing up

Been going through a lot of mood swings
Could be
Getting tests done on Monday to check out the level of hormones, I can't wait to get this over and down with

As I mentioned before -- I DISLIKE my job in ways I can't even explain and always coming up with excuses to get out of here as early as possible, nothing I do makes up for the anxiety I feel when I have to be in class.
Is not the place itself, but the job, teaching, having to deal with people ALL day long, I am still waiting to talk to my boss about this matter but I don't know what good will do.

For now...
Each day this week I have been dressing up

I have a thing for hats, specially hats with the 1920's and 1930's style
Red Lipstick
a bit of make-up to up the mood
is it working?
not entirely

Is not changing the way I feel at all.
The only time I feel free, happy and complete is when it is time to clock out!

I spilled an entire cup of coffee on my desk at break time, I almost cried, held it back, fought the tears, and still I feel like crying.

Weather is not helping, a few days raining and that messes up with my mood...

I am complaining so much, so I guess I will stop here for now...ugh

Sincerely Yours


Anonymous said…
Hang in there btw if noone has told you YOU have a great smile love that photo with your smile and look at those legs so beautiful.
You will get thru this we all have bumps in the road step on them crush them and move on You can and will do it.
Not easy but i know You will make it.
Have a great weekend
C Stag said…
LOVE the first photo… and the 1920's hats… just fantastic…
You make great effort at work, and in trying to feel better about being there…
You go above and beyond. I hope they reward you with a new position… as employees with that type of positive attitude, are RARE.
AtiyaLuv said…
thank you so much!
I am hoping to get through this ASAP
still dressing up with a new week here :)
I am sure things will work out for the best.
thanks so much for the support and wonderful compliments and comments :))))

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