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Working on not Working


Is not going well at work, the more time I spend here the more impatient I get.
Stressed out to the max
Constant back pain, no matter how many massages I get, how many pills I have taken for it, meditation, stretching, yoga and now I am going to the gym a few times a week to see if exercise will help and still...NOTHING!
Went to a chiropractor and while working on my back he tells me that my muscles are all tight and I am very tense, NO SHIT SHERLOCK! why you think I came to see you?

I am at the end of my rope and looking for alternate things that I can do in order to quit this job.  I can't handle this situation any longer.

Feeling different this days, not the happy, energetic, loud person that I usually am.  People have noticed, I try to keep it on the DL (down low) but hey, it is me, I am not so great at hiding my emotions or even sugar coating how I feel about situations.
I am an open book and don't have issues telling people how I feel whether they like it or not.
There are rumors about me quitting the job (they are not rumors, it is true) and I've noticed the supervisor and the staff are treating me different, in a good way.
I don't get harassed anymore or even questioned.
Sometimes I just leave early and I get paid for the entire day.

I can't wait to see my Master and spend quality time with him
In such need of guidance and advice
Already have my mind set up of what I want to do, I just want to make sure I am doing the right thing and not making irrational decisions based on how I feel about working in this place.

I love the staff, I love the clients we work with, but the job itself, the pressure we are been put under, more responsibilities each day and for what?  and the bigger question is, for who?

So tired working to make money for someone else.

I have a goal.

In 4 months I am quitting my job and will do things on the side to support myself, I am very creative and have many ideas I can start with.

If anyone have ideas as well please throw them at me, would be greatly appreciated!
Let's brainstorm together *grins*

Sincerely Yours


C Stag said…
I am sorry to hear that it has gotten to this level for you… and I think a lot of people are in a similar situation. Maybe not as bad as yours, but working at a position they really don't care for… because at the end of the day, most of us have bills to pay… and not many people have the big nest egg in the bank, to just quit and try something new!
So, I would say plan it… I worked 3 part-time jobs, when I was laid off a few years back, and it was actually quite refreshing in comparison to the work I had been doing. Prepare, and then make the change! I wish you lots of luck… but you can make it happen.
AtiyaLuv said…
thank you so much C-Stag!
It really has come to a point that I have chest pains when I turn the corner to come into work...
and I am making some plans and see where they lead.


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