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TMI Tuesday - Bringing up the past

Hello! This week’s TMI Tuesday questions were adapted from the Newlywed Game. Enjoy!Bringing Up the Past 1. What is the nickname a lover had for you that made you cringe?

I never really had nicknames given to me, always called by my original nickname (what everyone calls me)

2. Where do you most often toss or keep your excess change (coins)?

What excess change?
I have a teenager at home, there is no such thing as excess change

3. If someone wrote a book about your past lovers and past sex life, which category fits best:
a. Abnormal psychology book
b. Steamy romance novel (it was always great at the beginning)
c. Sad sad story

4. Some say sex is like driving. Pretend you are a car. Are you: rear, front or all-wheel drive?

all-wheel drive - I think (i need an oil change, and a huge tune up)

5. What is it that you do daily that you would like to stop doing?

working for someone else!!

6. What is the biggest lie you ever told to get someone into bed or the biggest lie you ever told in bed?

Never had to t…

Preparing to see my Master!

I always say "I work better under pressure and under stress" often times this is true but right now I don't know if it's going to work in my favor.
I have so much to do before I leave on vacation and don't even know where to start, I'm just throwing things inside the suitcase in the meantime and today I am going to finally create a list so I will not forget a thing!
First time I went I think I brought like 10-12 pairs of shoes (for 8 days) I used probably 3 pairs, second time was not prepared for all the walking I did, needless to say I didn't bring enough shoes, I came back 15 pounds lighter and with messed up feet, a few weeks after been home they were still hurting.
To be honest I have no idea what to bring with me.   The only thing I have in mind are ropes, handcuffs, dildos, butt plugs, even an enema.  
I know I am going to be going out here and there, I have made some plans ahead of time but I am also using this trip to cleanse myself, meditate more…

TMI Tuesday on a Wednesday!

Woo hoo! It’s Tuesday night 11 pm ET. It may already be Wednesday in some parts of the world so let’s celebrate. . . TMI Tuesdayon a Wednesday!Folks my life has been crazy. And the States had a holiday on Monday so I lost track of days, nights, weeks. I wrote the following TMI questions late Sunday night and forgot to post. Oopsy!
1. I am in need of an intervention for my obsession with _____ .

I can't stop, all day long in lala land

2. You are being auctioned off. What is your unique selling point?

my creativity!

3. On a scale of 1-5 how many stars did your mom or dad give your current significant other or your favorite, longest lasting love? (1 is bad, 5 is great)

my mom thinks I am way too good and valuable for any guy

4. Most of the meals I eat are:
a. Cooked in a microwave
b. Cooked in the oven/stove
c. Made by someone else

I love homemade cooked meals specially if I am the one making it.

5. When work and life stress me out, nothing relieves the tension like _____ .


33/34 days to go

What a Friday!

Only half way through it and 4 orgasms.

33 days to get on that plane and 34 to be with Him.

with each passing day I become more sensitive to him and his commands, as he is telling me to cum I'm already hitting the ceiling, orgasms are longer and powerful, takes me a while to recuperate and today he brought tears to my eyes.

I keep thinking and playing in my head of things that will take place
Going way ahead of my game cause I don't even have a clue of what he has in mind other than spanking me, fucking me (making love to me) and tying me up (rope work)

Have I mentioned how nervous I am?
I can't help it
Even this post somehow seems like a deja'vu to me, again, I can't help it!

I find myself squealing, laughing, giggling, doing stupid little dances through the house, singing and even making up songs and anticipating the moment that I no longer have to wonder.

34 days...and some of he picture from my tumblr will become a reality

MY TUMBLR <--- take a…

TMI Tuesday - Old man winter

Old Man Winter 1. Where you live what is the current season?


2. Do you measure/report the weather temperature in Celsius or Fahrenheit?

Fahrenheit, but I go back and forth to Celsius to see the equivalent because of my Papi

3. Describe your ideal day of weather?

70 degrees

4. When it is cold outside I want to:
a. Run outside naked because it is exhilarating.
b. Bundle up in warm clothes and take a winter walk.
c. Turn the heat up, stay indoors, hibernate until warm weather returns. (of course I don't do that, I am active and I do go out, but that is exactly I wish I could do, Hibernate!!)
d. I do not pay attention to the weather.

5. Do you go “commando” in cold weather or in winter?

Yes I do!

6. For 10,000 USD Would you rather ride a bike for one mile (1.6 km) in 7 degrees  F/ 14 degrees C weather  or jump naked into a freezing cold Alaskan lake in winter?

Ill do the bike thing!!

7. What is your favorite piece of winter clothing?


8. Have you ever worn Long J…

It's not you, it's me

Work becomes more of a hassle each day
It gets harder and harder to wake up, get dressed, car started, even driving to the place makes me feel heavy

While at work I am always cheery, happy go jolly and nobody would even guess the torment and the frustration I am going through.
My supervisor notices the change in me, quieter than ever (only at work), she asked me if it was the job and or the company, before I answered I thought about it..
"It is not you, it is me"
I have no issues with my boss, supervisor, coworkers and/or students but I have lost the love and the dedication I once had for doing what I am suppose to be doing.
I have so much to catch up on and paperwork that needs to be taken care of before I decide to leave and knowing this I still cant find the motivation to do it!

There are so many things affecting me, such as...
The everyday routine
I can't breath and feel caged in
Not feeling inspired to write, not even in my diary and that is very odd!
A certain feel…

I am going to see my Master

Been counting down since the purchase of the ticket, and down to 43 days.

I even have a countdown on this blog (top right corner), I have one on my phone and crossing down the days on a calendar, can you tell my excitement?
As the day gets closer I eat less, not for lack of hunger but I have a knot in my tummy that will not cease, the butterflies are on a roll and I am hornier than ever.
He doesn't really give me much material to work with, but he taunts me with little things here and there I have seen some of the gadgets he purchased for when I go visit and told me he has been practicing on knots and the mere thought of it sends me of the charts.

He sent me a pic a few months back of the stuff he had already acquired - pink looks great on me

I see a rope there...but Master felt the need to buy more rope o.O (does he realize I am only 5' or 152 cm?

 I delicious!!!

Not very fond of the butt-plug considering I still have a virgin ass (inserts frightened facial express…

TMI Tuesday - Sexy Repost 2011

Starting the new year off sexy… This is a re-post from TMI TuesdayJanuary 2011.

1) What book or magazine have you read recently that turned you on?

I really haven't, my thing lately is Tumblr, I always end up playing with myself after having a Tumblr session, specially when he says 
"you seen the pic I posted on my Tumblr
which translates to me as 
"look at what I am going to do to you"

2) What sort of porn do you watch to get aroused?

double penetration
and pussy sucking

3) What is the sexiest song?

oh my...Knockin the boots, this is just one of them, oldie but goody!!!

4) What music do you like to have on while having sex?

R&B slow jams...there is something so sexy about it - Jodeci, Shai, KC & JoJo, Keith Sweat, New Edition (90's), Boyz to Men, Tevin Campbell, H-Town, 
Is like I wanna fuck to the rhythm of the songs/music *grins* I love my hips!

5) When masturbating do you prefer
A) reading smut
B) imagination
C) watching porn
D) I don’t masturbate

B) …

Thank you 2014, Welcome 2015!

I want to thank 2014 for all the lessons learned, all the wonderful people that brought into my life and the ones that also left.
The obstacles, the challenges, and above all the knowledge.A lot took place this year, small changes here and there that had big effects in my life.Began to wear His collar permanently
Moved to another state near the beach
...moved back home
Have a grandson
I learned to make soap
More in touch with myself, in tune
Found out I am not where I want to be career wise and making decisions
My artistic level is higher
Mediation is highly a must
Took a few trips to different cities throughout the state
Going to the gym
Cooking better!
Lost a few friends at a very young age which put me on alert to live life, love, dream and make them come true, take chancesCan't cover everything but I am so thankful for everything!I don't make resolutions any more, I stick to goals which are almost the same thing.
Every year one of my goals is to work on the procrastinatio…