Where to begin when my thoughts are all over the place...He came by for lunch today and as always we end up between the sheetsAfter countless orgasms (we really can't keep count), I end up facing down and his hands caressing my back.
For days now he has been spanking me with his hands, testing me I believe, a bit harder each time, but today while he was using his hands, he stopped, walked over to the living room and I hear the buckle of the belt.
My heart jumped, body became tense, I didn't know what to expect, the previous day when he had done it I felt the sting, I enjoyed it, but that was his hand, this is a belt, work belt to be exact.We didn't keep count, at least I didn't, but I felt it come down
And rub my ass gently
And rubbed them again
It went on for a bit
I have no idea
And right before I was about to cry, he stopped
Kept rubbing my ass, sliding his hand between my wet slit, using the moist of my pussy I feel his fingers arou…
Since my arrival, each day has been about exploring, more on his behalf than mine
The way he looks at me
The way he study me
Prides me open with his fingers
Exploring my body with either his lips, hands or finger tips
The way he puts on the leash each time he is going to fuck me, can't help just feel the rush in my pussy, my so tired and sore pussy *grins*
He suggested vitamins and now I know why, and here I was thinking I was the one who was going to do damage, pfffft, I'm fighting my sleep as I write this for each time he gets a hold of me is nap time for me.
I love the way he holds his hand up and spanks my pussy, then rubs it, spanks my right inner thigh then rubs my pussy and spanks it again, and spanks my left inner thigh, rubs my pussy, redirecting all the attention after to it, spanks it again until he holds his hand up in the air I begin to tremble thinking is coming again, fool me, he just wants to see that reaction, and after he gets what he wants, he kisses me, de…
No wifi for almost 24 hours
And what a dent that put!
Happiness is never complete
Once again I wanted everything to run smoothly but ever since the vacation started, little tragedies began to unfold here and there
But I'm here, making the best of it and totally in love with my owner.
And I knew the answer I don't even know why I asked
Chicken or beef?
Of course he says chicken :)
Our first meal together
I enjoy cooking more than anything and great at it too, cooking for him was another experience.
He enjoyed his very first Dominican food!!
Hook-ups:A cultural revolutionHookups — brief uncommitted sexual encounters between individuals who are not romantic partners or dating each other.TMI Tuesday“Hookups have emerged from more general social shifts taking place during the last century. Hookups began to become more frequent in the 1920s, with the upsurge of automobiles and novel entertainment, such as movie theaters. Instead of courting at home under a parent’s watchful eye, young adults left the home and were able to explore their sexuality more freely.By the 1960s, young adults became even more sexually liberated, with the rise of feminism, widespread availability of birth control and growth of sex-integrated college party events. Today, sexual behavior outside of traditional committed romantic pair-bonds has become increasingly typical and socially acceptable (Bogle, 2007, 2008).” — Source 1. When was your last hook-up? January of 2012 2. Briefly describe the hook-up? I was hurt and was trying to get someone out of system …
I remember when having sex before, even when in a long term relationship with the exhusband I would always wear a shirt or the room had to be dark.
When at the gynecologist my knees close together, I had to keep reminding myself this man sees so many pussys a day he would never remember mine. I didn't like been looked or stared at by my x-partners, never gave them the chance to take a real good look, matter of fact I have a little beauty mark at the tip of my clit and the only one who has taken a real close look at it is my Master.He prides my pussy open studying it, touching it, sliding his fingers all over it, he stretches it open to look inside, and I just stay there looking at him, admiring him, turned on, and comfortable with it.
I feel comfortable with him in ways I never had
The other trips I had my inhibitions, I would sorta hide, took him a few minutes to remove the towel our very first time, he kept trying to take it off and I held on it as if my life depended on it, ye…
I smell it, that sweet leather
I touch it, running my fingers through it
He says it took him a while to find the right one, all I have to say, exquisite taste.
It has been playing all day in my head the way he leashed me, and I just get so wet by thinking about it.
He is so delicious
I kept thinking and saying that I was going to tare him up, nom nom nom, yeah, backfired, I turn to putty in his presence.
He basically rocks me, he must eat well and take his vitamins, we lost count of how many times we did it, but who was counting anyways pffffft, I know I was sleeping and he woke me up, and how!!
Oh wow, each time was much better than the last.
Each time he took me, claimed me *grins, I like to make it dramatical* he would tug on the leash, stretching it down between my breasts down to my wet slit and around, pulling it as he thrust in me, each time deeper and deeper, helloooo, that's too freaking hot!!!
How this girl loves His leash
And it is official, I am owned…
Luggage arrives tomorrow between 2 and 7 so I'm breathing now
Still out of words
And I do hope to get all my thoughts together
Still thinking to myself....
What a man!!
Where does he get that stamina?
For now resting and eating a ham and cheese sandwich.
Picture is worth a thousand words yet I have no words to describe what it felt like when he snapped the black leather leash, I'm still speechless.
Finally with my Owner
After all this time
He is so worth the wait
Now i am totally drained, sleeping on and off and lost count of how many times I came.
I think I'm more in love today!
Just a few more hours and I'm off
Very lucky to have my great friend Wanda!!
Ride til we die! *grins*
She came to the airport to see me off, staying with me until take off.
Now, that's a friend!
Tomorrow I'll be with him!
The perfect hair
The outfit carefully picked
Luggage packed nicely
The entire day everything was going smooth
5pm - a bit of snow begins to fall, I get nervous, I don't say a thing but I have this bitter taste in my mouth
Trip to the airport was not smooth, traffic, but still made it 3 hours before the flight only to find out the flight was cancelled
I began to cry instantly, I didn't even have the chance to say a thing, I couldn't stop crying and still having my little spurs here and there.
I guess tomorrow night, but is suppose to snow tomorrow, I'm devastated!!
I could go home and sleep, get some rest but I refuse to leave the airport because I know there might be something I can do to get there tomorrow, and trying my best, I have people working on it, but if it doesn't work I'll have to wait til tomorrow night.
I don't want to go home and have to go through the entire motion all over again like a deja'vu, nope, that's not me!!
I am just wow…
24 hours from now I will on a plane to see Him
I never thought this day would come
sadly His collar had to come off for TSA reasons, and because he is the one that needs to formally put it on....anyways, so yeah...
my neck feels so lonely :(
I'm so nervous
I can't stop thinking that maybe I am taking too much with me, but there is no such thing as too much, right?
I can't think straight
Is going to be a long night!
Since the ticket for my trip was bought I have been throwing things in a suitcase, things people have given me to take for the trip, etc.
Just three days away for take off, I'm nervous and to add a bit to my little anxiety I'm not allowed to cum after Tuesday morning, he was very kind about it cause he could have just said starting today *grins*
I don't know about many people but I do know I need to cum before I fall asleep.
Back to the packing
I overpacked, again, funny thing is that overpacked on things i am not going to need, I had over 15 nail polishes, I'm only gonna be there 15 days, oh and I had only shirts, tangtops, and socks, absolutely no bottoms, no skirts, I did have 2 dresses in there, including the one I am wearing the day I leave.
Each time I travel I learn something new about packing, unfortunately it has taken me quite a few times to get it a bit right, I am wiser than before, taking some things in perspective, like food, things i …
Half way through the week
Long and full day at work and preparing things for the time I'll be away. My back is killing me, so much pain, maybe from tension.
I was a bit off today...I felt sad somehow.
For now, some criminal minds with the roomy and hopefully get my Z's very soon
I suppose it is cool to match the clit ring, I do like to match...
but I like the barbells better although the rings are a bit more comfy and do not get caught in sweaters.
the only reason why I am pierced today is cause he wanted them
I wanted them too don't get me wrong but I would have never built up enough courage to do it just because I wanted them, but you see, pleasing him goes above and beyond anything I ever imagined, it actually helps me conquer some of my fears, I think how pleased he would be and how proud he is as well and that is enough for me to overpass and dismiss anything I may be afraid of.
I never thought I would be in a spot where I actually look forward to been told what to do, how to do it and be expected to do it and follow through.
Things are a certain way now, not so many rules to follow, not many demands, I do have a feeling some of this might just change for this upcoming visit, I don't know how but I feel it.
One of my biggest faults is that at times I get very very impatient
For the most part I am cool, I manage well but when the anxiety strikes and I want something or feel the need for it I kinda of go over board
yes, I overdose!
I got burned this morning trying to rush
So much in my mind this days and having to return to work this morning did not help.
I know, I am a big baby *grins*
my friend did a great job at treating the burn, but it looks a bit dramatic...ehehe
Just need to be careful
One thing that is making my days brighter.... 8 more days to see my Master
Not so impatient for that one, well, maybe just a bit, I am scared cause I know there are things that will take place that I have never experienced and I have waited so long and I can't believe the day is just around the corner!
In the U.S.A. there is a late-night talk show hosted by comedian/writer Conan O’Brien.
I had not seen Conan O’Brien show for several years. Recently, I decided to watch it and I heard these questions for TMI Tuesday. TMI & Conan O’Brien
1. One thing I will never comprehend is ____ .
why do they have locks at a store that is open 24 hours a day 7 days a week
2. My blood type is ____ .
3. I am pretty healthy for ____ .
a person who should take care of herself a bit more and put attention to Dr's orders
4. When I really cannot sleep I ____ .
Masturbate - it always does the job, better than counting sheeps
5. You never forget your ____ . birthday or cellphone!
6. As a child my favorite pet was ____ .
my chicken, we named him Stephano
Bonus: This week’s question comes from The Late Phoenix – “Why was fuck chosen as the ultimate swear word? It coulda easily been duck.”
Fuck sounds much better, and it is my favorite word...
what the fuck?!
fuck me hard!!
those are my most popul…
Back in 2008 I read a book called the Story of O and a few of the things I read that she was subjected to take it upon myself to try them out, this was before I met my Master.
More than a year without wearing undies and pants became extinct from my wardrobe.
When I mentioned it He very much enjoyed it and decided to keep it as part of the very few rules he has imposed.
Most of the time I've asked for permission to use pants, I believe he had only denied my request in two occasions, the few times I haven't asked I have to admit I feel guilty for I feel I'm going behind his back, disobeying, breaking the rules but I always manage to feel better after I come up with valid excuses to ease my mind., not that it makes it right, but hey, it works...
I'm a bad girl, one of the valid excuses is "what Papi can't see won't get my ass whooped"
People ask if I'm cold, duh, no shit, WHAT DO YOU THINK? of course I'm cold, what kind of question is that? I …
Long night and morning
I think we went to bed at 6am and getting about 3 hours of sleep.
Our friend Lady J was away for almost a year and she is finally with us!! Welcome home babygirl
So far we've spent the weekend together,
went out clubbing last night,
spent 3 hours just talking when we got home, telling each other off, you know, girl stuff.
it has been fun, relaxing, and a bit wild