Where to begin when my thoughts are all over the place...
He came by for lunch today and as always we end up between the sheets
After countless orgasms (we really can't keep count), I end up facing down and his hands caressing my back.
For days now he has been spanking me with his hands, testing me I believe, a bit harder each time, but today while he was using his hands, he stopped, walked over to the living room and I hear the buckle of the belt.
My heart jumped, body became tense, I didn't know what to expect, the previous day when he had done it I felt the sting, I enjoyed it, but that was his hand, this is a belt, work belt to be exact.
We didn't keep count, at least I didn't, but I felt it come down
And rub my ass gently
And rubbed them again
It went on for a bit
I have no idea
And right before I was about to cry, he stopped
Kept rubbing my ass, sliding his hand between my wet slit, using the moist of my pussy I feel his fingers around my ass, I was more alert than a bee, head went up, eyes widen, body even more tense and that's when I felt the little sting on my ass cheeks, and I have to admit I loved it, but let's not deviate from the issue at hand, my ass.
I didn't feel ready
Reading up on the work it takes to get ready, the enemas, the cleaning, it all came to me at that moment, and I voiced it, I told him I was scared, nervous and he just said "don't be baby" I melted and relaxed
I laid on the white sheets
Gripping on the sheets
Looking at him as he looked at me
He was so gentle
His finger slowly going in out of me, working me, and getting me ready, it began to feel good, he did certain things that I felt in my pussy, I enjoyed it at one moment, at another moment I would become consious about the fact this is my asshole, this is embarassing, then down again into limbo
In and out I went
Feeling good and enjoying it
Then thoughts of "omg what if his fingers get dirty!!"
I know I should just let go all together, but I guess I'm not the first to feel this way
He didn't penetrate me with his cock just yet, I think he is trying to stretch me, the same way he did when he began with his hands before moving to the belt.
I'm still trying to process the entire afternoon
As he was leaving a little part of my ass felt hot, and I kept touching it.
My first spanking and I think...I liked it
It has been amazing
Each day with him I learn something new about my body, how it reacts to his touch, and the ability he has to touch me in the right places.
I go ga-ga for him