My last day here
It was cold, didn't go out as much, and had my little tragedies here and there but it was worth it.
The thought of leaving brings tears to my eyes and can't help but feel emotional, I'll be back again this year, even have a return ticket, but dang is gonna be hard just to say "see you later"
I don't want to go back
Having to face work, my boss, and everything else waiting for me just not a good feeling at all and brings me out of my element
(and also the bad winter we are having, freezing and snowing everyday)
Makes me wonder if the tears are because I'm going to miss or because I am miserable knowing what I am going back to.
Hard position to be and should be an incentive to start doing what I said I was going to do.
The time we spent together I discussed the issues I'm going through and facing, I explained how I felt and how they were affecting me, felt great to hear what he had to say and his support, gave me strength.
Is going to be hard tomorrow when I make my way to the airport...ouch
I'm already going through withdrawals, trying to be strong yet is not working for me.
I still have to pack and ehrrr, yeah, that seems not be working either...
In a strange country, feeling comfortable, finding some sort of peace, tranquility, just the way I like it...
It was great while it lasted
Will cherish all this wonderful moments until is time to return.
But I have to say my first week or two are going to be the hardest!!
I asked him last night
Why did it have to feel so perfect?
Why not even one complain to at least make it a bit easier to leave?
It was magical every single time
What a chemistry
We are so in tune with each other
We always were but this time around was a different experience
Looking forward to my return
Gosh I'm so sad!!!