I had surgery on Thursday for my torn meniscus, the ACL is not yet repaired, they said they were going to wait on that for now, it would be too painful for me
cause I am in total agony!
Thursday was not as bad, due to the anesthesia I slept most of the day and night, but when Friday came I really wanted the roof to cave in land on me!
I have never experienced such pain!
I have not walked in 3 weeks, my leg is already losing muscle tone, and to be totally honest, I am so scared.
I was told by the doctor to begin to put weight on the knee and I have done what I was told, he also gave me some exercises he wanted me to try and I am so sorry to disappoint him but there is no way I am going to even try them with my knee still swollen, is he crazy???
I am scared
scared my legs will not not look the same anymore, they already look so different.
scared that I will not walk the same, I am afraid to walk without the crutches, i don't trust my knee at this moment and I don't feel comfortable.
This is the biggest obstacle I've encounter by far in my life.
Unable to do the regular, and normal everyday things we take for granted like taking a shower, driving to work, enjoying the few little days we get for a so called summer.
I will get better, things will get better, but for now.....just wait
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