Skip to main content

SORRY! Comments and Replies

First and foremost I would like to apologize to everyone who leaves a comment on my posts and to those who at times have emailed me for not replying as soon as I should.


Through the years I have become extremely bad at replying at texts, emails, comments, and I am even worse when it comes to picking up the phone and returning phone calls, at times I look at my phone ringing and I just don't pick it up, not because I don't want to speak to a particular person, I just find it so difficult to pick up and talk, call it lazy, cause it really doesn't cost to do it, and it doesn't take much energy.  I just don't want to hear it.

I don't get it, talking is one of my best qualities, I am not shy!!  in fact, people used to ask me if I had parrot for breakfast, and some have asked if I was conceived with an open window or in the fresh air (old wives tales 😋)
The point it that I am known as the talker and people expect me to do it because I am the one who starts conversations among group of friends, I keep it going when everyone is just looking around, texting, looking bored and no subject to discuss.
In fact, my sister used to always say how I couldn't stay shut, and when I did everyone would become silent and once again I would have to pick a topic for us to discuss and start a conversation or it would feel so awkward with that unpleasant silence.

Aside from the not commenting, replying, and picking up the phone I have become isolated.
I have no interaction with anyone other than at work.  Weekends I spent them secluded, either sleeping or watching/binge on Korean soaps/shows.
Really trying to go a different route this year, just because I've had a few people tell me it is not very healthy to be so isolated, but it is so hard to find like-minded people, the friends I've had in the past although we were close I was judged and at times made fun of because of how I think and feel.
Yes, I am eccentric and I like it!

One thing I have to work on is leaving comments and stop this lurking fixation I have.  I need to interact dammit!!
I look at my blog friends and see how some of them have become so close, met in real life, have a relationship and I think to myself, wowsers, I would like to take part in that,
but how?  if I am always on spy mode and don't even have the common courtesy to leave a simple comment.

Really going to work hard on this!


missy louise said…
sometimes it pays to just read and move on
no offense taken
when the mood strikes You will be heard

Popular posts from this blog

Sinful Sunday - from below

Every opportunity I get I touch myself.

What is "Cock Worship?"

A man found this in a profile in CM and sent it to me...

I loved it so much that I want it to post it here :)

What is cock Worship???
Quite simply it is a way more then just a blow job.  It is NOT about getting a Dom's cock hard, or even making the cock release...(but is very much treasured and loved when it does).  It is about Love & Devotion to the cock in a very admirable way.

To love and worship a man's cock & balls, through literally loving, tasting, smelling, to loving and needing to caress, lick, suck, nurse the cock, look at the cock admirably and touch the cock in a way to show our love, respect and lust for the cock.  It is something that not only gives us such pleasure to serve the cock but it clearly so important to our man who will allow us to pleasure of it and takes us where we need to be with it.

Cock worshiping is attaching your sluthood to your other.  It is declaring your lust for your Dom sexually by pointing out that their cock and balls are to be g…

Pussy Spanking - beg for it

My motivation for masturbating this  morning...
drifting away as I played with my clit sliding my fingers in between thinking of my Master mmmm the way he is going to spank me spreading my legs as I scream "Spank my pussy Master, make me cum please"

Images in my head  of how is going to play when he spanks my pussy as he makes his slut beg

"get in position girl" he says I lay with my legs wide open and wait He teases me until I begin to beg while my pussy throbs and gets even more wet the soft spanks makes the way to sweet orgasms he causes his girl

Sincerely Yours Aluv