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N is for Negativity

What can I say.
I think of myself as a positive person, I practice that positive vibe each day, somehow and someway my positivity turns into negativity when I see that when I work hard for something I just see turns to dust or go wrong before me

My daughter is making me watch the Secret, and she wants me to watch it twice a day to see if it makes a difference.
I've stopped doing a lot of the things I used to do, the lack of time, or maybe just making up excuses, either way, I have stopped.
It has made a difference on the way I think, on the way I feel and the way things just come about.

There are better days than others, I really wish an entire week could go by without at least one bad thing go wrong
Is not about talking or thinking negative, is just the way shit is.
Even when doing the right thing there will be temptations all around, trying to kill my vibe, deviate me, and like a sucker I at times take the bait.

I truly believe that since I have been working nights my negative emotions have gotten the best of me.  Leave it to people complaining and me getting a call from the boss to through me off, to completely change my mood and just make me feel shitty and start having shitty thoughts, it is the reason why I want to quit, but after putting myself in a bit of a debt today (new ca) I don't think that is going to be happening anytime soon.

I really need to work on this negativity!


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